he'll knw who he is...

perhaps it's best that he dun apppear at all EVER in my life again~ As time passed by, I thot it'll eventually heal my wounds, but with him, I juz realised I really just hate him more... for being irresponsible, for being selfish... for hurting me in that worst possible way~

I know it's a little tad bit extreme, but I juz had to do the childish thing of deleting his everything from my life... his number, his email, his address, his pictures, his friendster, his testimonials for me, throwing away everything tat have even the slightest link or memory of him...

me and him - no longer lovers, not frens, not even acquaintance... To me, it's just a period of wasted time, terrible mistake and a hell lot of grief!

those whom take me as a fren, pls dun even mention his name to me. It'll only create this gloom ard me that I'll take forever to shake off... If I have to hate him to feel better, I will juz have to hate him...

SO go away and STAY AWAY... thank you...

slowly recovering...

The Bottom Line
Things are settling into place -- this is not a good day to move or stir things up.

In Detail
There is a stillness in the air, and things are finally settling into place in your personal life. Therefore, this is not a good day to move around and stir things up again. Let sleeping dogs lie, don't revisit sensitive issues, and just enjoy where you are in life right now. You'll be getting introspective about yourself, which is a good thing -- it will help you see things in the right perspective and realize how much you've grown in a relatively short period of time.

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Today's Friendster horoscope is interesting... I haven't been reading up on the horoscope section for the longest time, but today when I finally clicked on the link and read after such a long time, it juz feel so right and feel so true...

In a good way I mean, I'm glad to say life is definitely better now. I feel more at peace with myself, less angry with life and myself with the choice I've made and generally juz more happy and have more fun... haven't felt so carefree for the longest time~

slowly picking up the bits and pieces and being whole again... frens ard me helped a lot as well. My mood and feelings are gettin better finally. I can't be as jovial as before, but at least, I can feel myself slowly recovering...