Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Sequel to "commitments and me?"
Loving It: Maybe it's retribution ? Thought of it ?
starLett: mayb. mayb it's a subconscious choice i make so tt when things dun work out, i got a reason to blame them, n say it's nt my fault. like they can't commit so they leave, so it's nt my fault? haha... self-denial ;)
Loving It: Haha... denial it in front of a big crowd. Maybe you don't understand what retribution mean... I believe in retribution and thats why you are suffering now. :)
starLett: am i suffering? actually i dun feel so... everything is still kinda fun! life goes on~
Thru this i realised... there are very boring pple out there who's rather interested in my very boring life~ ;P
From Dictionary.com
ret·ri·bu·tion
n.
1. Something justly deserved; recompense.
2. Something given or demanded in repayment, especially punishment.
3. Theology. Punishment or reward distributed in a future life based on performance in this one.
I decipher it as... some pple done bad things, so they get retribution and suffered in the form of getting hurt by me in some ways, hence i have to suffer again coz i hurt them? duhz~ life dun work this way eh~ this equation is wrong, can?
Point is: i'm not suffering... everybody goes thru a rough patch now and then. Whining abt it won't hurt anyone. i wanna grumble... coz it gets the "burden" off my chest and then i move on and concentrate on the other aspects in my life. Everything in my life now is still fun and i'm still loving it... Life still goes on! =D
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hmmm just browse ur blog thru some other people.. pretty interesting.. just wondering why are u so.. crazy over the guy?? even when he is two-timing u and his girlfriend.. he must have his ways of coaxing girls? or are girls these days too gullible? hmm.. is there an ending? sorry to be abrupt but its very interesting how lives are at times.
still interactive hence ending still pending...
u sure still undecide hor?
one side of u complain y u cannot haf stable r/s while the other side of u still yearn for being 2gther with that guy.....
u sure going to be hurt/upset again soon if u go back same path..u noe it and still wanna chose it?
dun u haf 2 stop asking y things happen coz it is the result of yr choice...
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