guilt and heartache...

Recently, I realised the meaning of real heartache and guilt. I came to understand how sometimes physical pain and wound dun really hurt when one is overwhelmed with guilt and loses something important. The heartache numbs the physical pain. Crying helps take away some pain, but the heartache and guilt will always be there...

I lost something important to me coz I had no choice. I will learn to be more careful next time and strive to work hard so that the same thing won't result in the same decision ever again. Now, I'll have to take good care of my health coz having good health is really important to everyone.

Most importantly, I'm glad Eddie is always there for me. I found the one, and I'll always treasure him.