I'm beginning to be obsessed with Friendster's horoscope again. Especially when i read my horoscope for today. i got a reason to post this Friendster horoscope.
Today's Forecast
You learned all about the power of words a long time ago, so it's important to you that people say what they really mean. If someone close to you seems to be holding back, have a talk with them.
The Bottom Line
Bewildered? It's all hazy now. Keep puzzling it out while you wait for clarity.
In Detail
You've just broken out of a deep, dark shell. It wasn't easy, but now that you've decided to stay out here in the sunshine, you won't take kindly to anyone who tries to drive you back. That goes double for anyone who attempts to guilt you into feeling bad about something you know you had absolutely nothing to do with. Talk to the manipulator and straighten them out. You might be able to reach a compromise, or a cease-fire, at the very least.
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today's horoscope strikes a cord again... why?
"Power of words" - yes, tat is impt to me. very impt to say wat you really mean and make sure ur actions tally, else dun bother saying anything coz i dun need tat.
Reason: someone said something to me, which is very important to me. tat person said he'll make a decision and inform me by tonite. Since today will be my last paper, it'll also be my last day of stress. I will wanna be free and soar like a bird in the sky after this dark period of exams stress, and something else (which is obvious).
I won't wanna continue being upset over something which i have no control over. I've made my own decision and made myself very clear on tat as well. I told myself i want to be happy. And i believe i can only achieve it if i'm determined to... So i gotta take a stand, and be firm abt it, no matter how affected or upset i will be. i've learnt tat being soft-hearted is really pointless, people will only take advantage.
Now till my paper is roughly abt 5hrs away. 8hrs later, i shld be home sleeping and enjoying the peace and relaxing coz EXAMS IS OVER!! Hooray~! hahaha... *looking forward*
Friday, May 06, 2005
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Selective Perception
was thinking abt my obsession with Friendster horoscopes. here's another one...
Today's Forecast
You've always been inclined to give others the benefit of the doubt, even when no one else is convinced that they deserve it. This time, it seems that you were absolutely right. Resisting the urge to gloat will be tough.
The Bottom Line
Locate your inner source of strength. It's completely solid. Feel your power.
In Detail
Recently, you placed your trust in someone the rest of the world had completely abandoned -- and as it turned out, you were absolutely right. Now you're being asked to lend your support to someone with a similar track record. Forget what anyone tries to tell you about logic, statistics or typical behavior and don't feel obligated one way or the other. Let your intuition guide you like it did last time.
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although these days, it has lost it's novelty... and i (finally) discover it is not very accurate afterall? hahaha~~
i still look forward to reading it. But it's juz not so interesting anymore... maybe becoz it's not showing me wat i wanna read? selective perception theory! LoL! putting wat i studied into practice k~
well, maybe tonite i read something which i subconsciously wanna read and secretly hope it's true? but anyway, i'm not stupid, i know horoscopes can't be trusted, juz find it amusing tat this comes up at this point of my life, tat's all...
was revising abt Leadership Management and Skills. later paper's at 10am. And find tat it's very very interesting and it sets me thinking abt myself -- understanding myself, self-awareness, self-disclosure & trust, time & stress management skills, values & goals-setting... when i was studying, i realised how impt all this is to me NOW. :) this is definitely a easier module to revise coz i can relate to it~ not like International Finance :/
What i studied last nite as well -
There are three things that are extremely hard: steel, diamond, and to know one's self.
-- Benjamin Franklin
Trust is not a right, it is earned.
Trust is fragile! it takes only suspicion to destroy trust tat's been build over the years... sad, but true~
Today's Forecast
You've always been inclined to give others the benefit of the doubt, even when no one else is convinced that they deserve it. This time, it seems that you were absolutely right. Resisting the urge to gloat will be tough.
The Bottom Line
Locate your inner source of strength. It's completely solid. Feel your power.
In Detail
Recently, you placed your trust in someone the rest of the world had completely abandoned -- and as it turned out, you were absolutely right. Now you're being asked to lend your support to someone with a similar track record. Forget what anyone tries to tell you about logic, statistics or typical behavior and don't feel obligated one way or the other. Let your intuition guide you like it did last time.
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although these days, it has lost it's novelty... and i (finally) discover it is not very accurate afterall? hahaha~~
i still look forward to reading it. But it's juz not so interesting anymore... maybe becoz it's not showing me wat i wanna read? selective perception theory! LoL! putting wat i studied into practice k~
well, maybe tonite i read something which i subconsciously wanna read and secretly hope it's true? but anyway, i'm not stupid, i know horoscopes can't be trusted, juz find it amusing tat this comes up at this point of my life, tat's all...
was revising abt Leadership Management and Skills. later paper's at 10am. And find tat it's very very interesting and it sets me thinking abt myself -- understanding myself, self-awareness, self-disclosure & trust, time & stress management skills, values & goals-setting... when i was studying, i realised how impt all this is to me NOW. :) this is definitely a easier module to revise coz i can relate to it~ not like International Finance :/
What i studied last nite as well -
There are three things that are extremely hard: steel, diamond, and to know one's self.
-- Benjamin Franklin
Trust is not a right, it is earned.
Trust is fragile! it takes only suspicion to destroy trust tat's been build over the years... sad, but true~
My Life... My Script~
i'm writing my blog coz i wanna release the tension tat builds up in me. it is how i feel and wat i'm gng thru. recently, it's abt the bad/negative stuff... BUT there was good/positive stuff in the past right?
today i'm feeling more calm... coz i got the whole big picture and know it's useless to think too much. and so, i spent my whole day studying... which is good for me, and impt to me coz tmr is my paper... i know i am still procrastinating, but it's Tricia ya know... it's juz in me~
But i am sad tat there some pple who thinks i'm BRAGGING abt my problems... thanks ar~! now all i can say, i'm disappointed. it's my problems. if i wanna be miserable, and you cannot stand it, you can turn ur head alright.
for those pple who think i'm writing to let others read and seeking attn, you can always dun come back and read de... and if you read abt stuff you dun wanna see or find out, you also can dun check back de... always remember, nobody's forcing you~ :)
this is a good place for me to reflect and write down my thots. record down wat happened in my life... interesting stuff, boring stuff, mundane stuff, watever~ but ALL MY STUFF~ no lies... my frens can update themselves on wat i've been doing and gng thru. (if they're interested to know) but if they dun come here, they'll still call me anyway... tat's wat frens are for~
those who leave encouraging comments, thanks a lot... for those who's trying to make me see the light, thanks too... but if you really juz wanna discourage me or shout at me, you can always contact me personally de, more straight-forward since you know me personally anyway. or if you dun know me personally, i dun mind making a new fren... (there's always MSN or email~) dun have to leave comments and pretend you're annoymous... even a nickname to identify urself is better than nameless. i do have something against Annoymous pple actually~ :)
this is my life... a drama script maybe to some... i'm still writing it no matter wat... until i dun want to write anything or when the updating loses its novelty... *smilez*
today i'm feeling more calm... coz i got the whole big picture and know it's useless to think too much. and so, i spent my whole day studying... which is good for me, and impt to me coz tmr is my paper... i know i am still procrastinating, but it's Tricia ya know... it's juz in me~
But i am sad tat there some pple who thinks i'm BRAGGING abt my problems... thanks ar~! now all i can say, i'm disappointed. it's my problems. if i wanna be miserable, and you cannot stand it, you can turn ur head alright.
for those pple who think i'm writing to let others read and seeking attn, you can always dun come back and read de... and if you read abt stuff you dun wanna see or find out, you also can dun check back de... always remember, nobody's forcing you~ :)
this is a good place for me to reflect and write down my thots. record down wat happened in my life... interesting stuff, boring stuff, mundane stuff, watever~ but ALL MY STUFF~ no lies... my frens can update themselves on wat i've been doing and gng thru. (if they're interested to know) but if they dun come here, they'll still call me anyway... tat's wat frens are for~
those who leave encouraging comments, thanks a lot... for those who's trying to make me see the light, thanks too... but if you really juz wanna discourage me or shout at me, you can always contact me personally de, more straight-forward since you know me personally anyway. or if you dun know me personally, i dun mind making a new fren... (there's always MSN or email~) dun have to leave comments and pretend you're annoymous... even a nickname to identify urself is better than nameless. i do have something against Annoymous pple actually~ :)
this is my life... a drama script maybe to some... i'm still writing it no matter wat... until i dun want to write anything or when the updating loses its novelty... *smilez*
Sunday, May 01, 2005
i'm tired...
why can't anyone understand? why issit tat a person perceived to be strong cannot be allowed to have problems? why can't pple ard me understand tat i dun want all this to happen as well?
why issit tat my own mum dun understand? why issit tat she can't give me tat few days to be upset and be left alone? why muz she keep pressurizing me?
why muz i stop my tears becoz others dun wanna see me cry? why do i always stop myself? why muz i smile when i feel like cryin?
why can't i pick myself up and dun disappoint pple ard me? why issit tat i feel like i owe everyone ard me, not to be upset? why muz i be alone to solve all my problems?
why issit tat whenever i'm upset there's nobody there i can really really talk to... why issit tat recently, i juz feel like giving up on everything??
i always think it's dumb... to give up on oneself, but NOW...
i'm tired, i'm really really tired...
why issit tat my own mum dun understand? why issit tat she can't give me tat few days to be upset and be left alone? why muz she keep pressurizing me?
why muz i stop my tears becoz others dun wanna see me cry? why do i always stop myself? why muz i smile when i feel like cryin?
why can't i pick myself up and dun disappoint pple ard me? why issit tat i feel like i owe everyone ard me, not to be upset? why muz i be alone to solve all my problems?
why issit tat whenever i'm upset there's nobody there i can really really talk to... why issit tat recently, i juz feel like giving up on everything??
i always think it's dumb... to give up on oneself, but NOW...
i'm tired, i'm really really tired...
Is there Someone... ?
I'm just a girl... a real girl looking for simplicity...
Will there be someone for me? The...
Someone who can let me stare at him for my entire life.
Someone who will let me make him laugh and smile.
Someone who will share with me how bad/good his day was.
Someone who will share all my happiness and sadness.
Someone who will call me first whenever any tiny incident affects him.
Someone who listens to me patiently without interrupting.
Someone who i can wrap my arms around him when he is down and let me comfort him with my soothing voice.
Someone who I can look forever at when he is asleep and never get bore of his face.
Someone who I can walk down the path hand in hand together.
Someone who enjoys eating the stuff I try to cook.
Someone who I will share my favourite food with him.
Someone who let me feed him with ice-cream.
Someone who I can snuggle and cuddle in bed with.
Someone who hears me whines, grumble and still willing to plant a kiss on my forehead and tell me everything is alright.
Someone who can make me cry but will try his best not to.
Someone who can make me melt in his arms just by a little hug.
Someone who will let me lean on him when i need the little emotional support.
Someone who will let me into his life and promise to witness my life as well.
Someone who thinks that I mean the world to him and I am beautiful.
Someone who can let me look into his eyes and tell him, "baobei, I will love u forever."
Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved,
it would be much simplier, but much less magical.
-- Trey Parker and Matt Stone
in this quietness and slientness, none shld be heard other than my soft and gentle whisper to u... who will give me a hug? who will ease my complicated and confused mind?
If there's The One, where's mine?
Will there be someone for me? The...
Someone who can let me stare at him for my entire life.
Someone who will let me make him laugh and smile.
Someone who will share with me how bad/good his day was.
Someone who will share all my happiness and sadness.
Someone who will call me first whenever any tiny incident affects him.
Someone who listens to me patiently without interrupting.
Someone who i can wrap my arms around him when he is down and let me comfort him with my soothing voice.
Someone who I can look forever at when he is asleep and never get bore of his face.
Someone who I can walk down the path hand in hand together.
Someone who enjoys eating the stuff I try to cook.
Someone who I will share my favourite food with him.
Someone who let me feed him with ice-cream.
Someone who I can snuggle and cuddle in bed with.
Someone who hears me whines, grumble and still willing to plant a kiss on my forehead and tell me everything is alright.
Someone who can make me cry but will try his best not to.
Someone who can make me melt in his arms just by a little hug.
Someone who will let me lean on him when i need the little emotional support.
Someone who will let me into his life and promise to witness my life as well.
Someone who thinks that I mean the world to him and I am beautiful.
Someone who can let me look into his eyes and tell him, "baobei, I will love u forever."
Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved,
it would be much simplier, but much less magical.
-- Trey Parker and Matt Stone
in this quietness and slientness, none shld be heard other than my soft and gentle whisper to u... who will give me a hug? who will ease my complicated and confused mind?
If there's The One, where's mine?
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