Wednesday, July 13, 2005

wat a day~! wat an idiot~!

I woke up intending to meet Anthony for a swim today only to be greeted by the dark clouds and raindrops outside my windows. Sigh~ so no swimming for me, and back to bed. in the end, got a phone call from my god-bro, Desmond to go town and hangout and chill... he promised lunch and dinner on him! muahahaa~

we went to Sakae Sushi for lunch and was walking ard town juz killing time, when i decided i wanna catch a movie! we caught Fantastic Four!! and it's a really great show~



Johnny Storm is simply gorgeous~!! *droolz*




His character - Human Torch is my fav in this show~ snap snap fingers can produce fire! can fly ard and show off... sounds like my kinda thing~ LoL!!

Invisible Girl is damn cool as well, so i dun mind being her and having her powers coz her powers are the same as my fav character - Violet, in The Incredibles~

after the movie, we went to one of my fav restaurants - Din Tai Feng to have dinner~ a very very late dinner! haahaa~ i thot of wat Don told me, Din Tai Fung is actually under the same boss as BreadTalk...

Once, me and WT went to Din Tai Feng and he said the same thing~ i thot he was bluffing at tat time! I remembered telling him, the concept of Din Tai Fung's open kitchen is the same as BreadTalk, i wonder whether the boss copied the concept from BreadTalk. And WT said, they're using the same flour as BreadTalk~ I asked him how he know, he still say, coz BreadTalk and Din Tai Fung's boss are good frens~ duhz!! i was taken in for a moment! hmmm... now thinking back, i still dunno whether he really know tat BreadTalk and Din Tai Feng have the same boss~

After all tat, he came home with me and collected some installation CDs and i went to his house to help him fixed his computer... very very last min~ and very very late alr actually.. And i tried until 2am but i still can't get all his virus out coz 364 files infected! =x i think Desmond surf too much porn la~ LoL! j/k... He was on the phone with his fren the whole time i was there~ and he seems to be under a lot of stress coz of tat girl... hao ke lian!

i'm under a lot of stress as well, coz a fren's gf called me tonite! sigh~ I got this nauseous feeling when i heard, "i'm XXX's gf" i had this great sense of déjà vu~ why am i always in this kinda shitty situation~ not once, not twice! it's a lot of times!!!!

is it my character? i only treat guys as FRIENDS... get the facts right ok! if i go out with a guy, i treat him as a fren, if he wanna think otherwise, then dun go out with me!! i believe in plainly platonic friendship between guys and girls. Like the friendship between me and my buddy, Anthony and my god-bro, Desmond etc... so, i see nothing wrong with going out with guys BUT i hate it when they say they like me and then cannot take rejection well... Then it spoils the friendship!!! And make me feel tat i'm not worth being a fren with, only some target to be pursued!!

my fren actually went to tell the gf tat he likes me... *i'm gonna faint!* Now it appears as if i go into their relationship intentionally. first qns she asked me is, "do you know wat you have done?" FUCK! pls! get ur facts right! i NEVER EVER did the pursuing AND i kept saying "NO!" to him already lor, so it's got nothing to do with my choice~ it's HIS choice tat he likes me! i got no control over this as well... after what i've juz been through, who in the right mind will wanna be tangled in this kinda web of deception AGAIN?!?! use ur brain can~!!!

Leave me outta this shit alright~ i've got more than enough worries and troubles on my mind already... i'm so fucking angry, coz i hate it when others accused me! if you cannot control ur bf, pls dun accuse others of snatching him away~ if he loves you tat much, he won't stray~ duhz!! put him on a lease~!!

still very angry tat all this is happening AGAIN!!!! arrgghhh!!!

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