A meaningful quote

Never continue in a job you don't enjoy.
If you're happy in what you're doing,
you'll like yourself, you'll have inner peace.
And if you have that, along with physical health,
you will have had more success than you could possibly have imagined.
         -- Johnny Carson


From this quote, I realised I'm quite a failure in my own life eh...
1st - I dun really like my job... therefore I dun have inner peace... I guess tat's why I feel frustrated and angry at myself everyday?!?!

2nd - I'm not very healthy now... or rather, feeling downright weak...

DAMN~! Everything is juz going wrong for me!!!

Our new bands

I had one of my greatest secret wish fulfilled today. Eddie now wears a ring similar to mine!! Heez... It means a lot to me actually. Although I've never said it out loud and told him tat I love the idea of wearing couple rings, I've always secretly wished tat some day we'll be doing so... And today is the day!

It's nothing romantic~ we were juz walking down Orchard Road yakking away when he said let's go buy a pair of nice rings. I din think he was for real till we started walking into different jewellery shops to browse though their "wedding bands" collection... And then at GoldHeart, we saw something tat really captures our attention. The feeling is great!! Especially at this point of time when I need like tons of attention and security, this really means a lot a lot to me... =D

Although it might sound a little silly, but holding his hand and feeling the ring there juz right on his finger makes me smiles... Now even thinking abt it makes me grinz.

Alright, I'm gng to bed and have a sweet sweet dream... Darling, thank you for this! muack!!

guilt and heartache...

Recently, I realised the meaning of real heartache and guilt. I came to understand how sometimes physical pain and wound dun really hurt when one is overwhelmed with guilt and loses something important. The heartache numbs the physical pain. Crying helps take away some pain, but the heartache and guilt will always be there...

I lost something important to me coz I had no choice. I will learn to be more careful next time and strive to work hard so that the same thing won't result in the same decision ever again. Now, I'll have to take good care of my health coz having good health is really important to everyone.

Most importantly, I'm glad Eddie is always there for me. I found the one, and I'll always treasure him.