Zen Micro

feeling so exhausted... been working at Sitex for Creative as their Zen girl~ promoting their new product, Zen Micro. there's 12 gals representing the 10 different colours of Zen Micro. quite a visual impact really...

it's was a last min job, they actually called my bro's gf, Kasarina on sat morning 8am++, but then she can't work, so she woke me up and passed me the phone, in my sleepy mode, i talked to Ernest and agreed~ haha! 2 days roadshow, pay's ok... but it's fun... coz he told me, they're gng to bring us go shopping for the attire, meet @ 10am, Wisma Atrium... LoLz! damn rush and we gotta start work @ 1pm... quite a challenge, so i agreed! He came to pick me up, and we barely made it on time... And there goes 2 days~! i gotta cancel all my initial plans for these 2 days coz i gotta work~ =(

Alex came down to look for me last nite and help me chose a router. then we went to Bugis to eat... the Japanese Ramen there is nice! shld try~ then i took a cab home, coz i'm so freaking tired... on my feet for a whole day, stuffed in heeled boots! kaoz!

today, Ernest is kind enough to let me hitch a ride to Expo again. So i was on time~ phew! working with Creative is fun and very welfare~ haha! we're fed every now and then, got loads of freebies to take home and we can take breaks every hour! damn shiok! after work, i shared a cab home with Celia coz she's also working at Sitex...

from mon to fri next week, i'll be at Pulau Ubin working with a fren, Xavier, as his assistant, so i'll be quite unreachable... but i think it's gonna be a brand new experience for me! heh heh~ ;P

will update again when i'm back! juz hope tat i dun get too many mosquito bites~ wish me luck! =D

Quizzes!

How Flirty Am I~?

You are 67% Flirt



How Much of a Flirt Are You?

only 67%? i thought it'll be higher~ but the average is 61% =P

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Am I Attractive~?

You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know. It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. Are You Attractive?

And this is NOT true~ i dun have guys lining up for me k!

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What Do Guys Like About Me~!

Guys Like That You're Fun You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing. That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back. You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys. But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you. What Do Guys Like About You?

okok... i think i agree with this one~ coz i do behave like a guy sometimes...

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What Kind of Date Am I~?

You are a Playful Date

Your dating philosophy?
"Fun first, romance later"
You rather scream on a roller coaster...
Then stare in to some guy's eyes over dinner.

Guys to look for:
Men with humorous profiles and quirky interests.
Sure that business suit guy may look boring...
But if he likes snowball fights, give him a try.

What Kind of Date Are You?


YESH~ of coz fun is impt... there is always laughter when you have fun, and that breaks the ice! ;)

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Wat Kind of Girlfriend Am i~?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend! You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation... to make both you and your guy happy. What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You?

practice makes perfect?? applies to dating too? interesting concept eh~

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Why Don't I have Boyfriend~?

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time. Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses... You don't give men enough of your time. As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend

this is quite true too~ but i'm really busy ma! :(

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Am I a Player~?

You Are a Total Player!

Congratulations, when it comes to the game of love, you're a pro.
Not only are you an expert player, you are a highly evolved one.
For you, dating is like a game of chess - with a much happier ending.
And you adeptly alter your moves, depending on who's in the game.


Are You a Player?


no comments on this...

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New Romance, my new fav quiz site~ hahaha! alright~ i'm bored... but this is more fun compared to Word Mojo!

i'm like gng thru PSLE again~

it's mid-week! yesh! actually nothing to cheer abt, but then i know tat sat and sun i won't be working~ so i'm feeling happy and looking forward to it... intend to bring my youngest bro out for good food (he wanna have sushi~) and see X'mas lightings on sat, then joining a Diabetes Walk on sun with Angela. gonna be real busy!

tues nite i met up with my fren, Von... went for dinner at Chinatown. made me realised tat there's lot of GOOD FOOD at places tat i'll nv visit...   =P then we made an impromptu decision to go KBOX~ hahaha! he's the only fren i know tat can rap for both chinese and english songs... not a single word wrong de.   ;D

then went to work yesterday, X-Sq in the afternn then Riviera at nite. Got to know from Riviera's colleague tat Joe was there on tue nite... amazingly small world~ or is it juz SG?

met up with Anthony for lunch at my market area and as usual, updating each other abt wat's been happening... or is it bitch abt life? haha~ was telling him abt my love life or rather lack of. LoLz~

He's a great buddy~ and i was complaining to him abt the state of my mobile phone. quite pissed off with the fact tat Jeffy made my phone all chipped when i lend it to him... alright, i volunteered to exchange with him, coz he can't use camera phone in camp, but i think the least he can do is take care of it. BUT it's all chipped... (-_-") guessed i have to get a new phone soon. i can't stand the sight of my stuff in a bad state... gonna be another sum of money gone   ;(

anyway, today i helped my youngest bro choose his sec sch. He juz got his PSLE results and he's having a hard time choosing schools. He seem so bochup tat i worry abt him... i hate his irresponsible behaviour, but then i feel tat it's becoz my parents never allow him to be independent! so not really his fault~ in the end, i forced him to sit down and review all the possible schools with him. his choices are so limited coz his results is really quite bad~   :(   I hoped tat he can get into the schools we chose together...

i feel tat it's VERY impt to go into a good sec sch... at least one with good discipline, else will mix with bad company easily, coz i seriously think at this age, having the right friends is very important... peer pressure is always hard to fight. although it really boils down to his own character but choosing the right environment will definitely help~ like i'll always be grateful tat i went into Commonwealth Sec... although i've always gave my teachers problems, but i know i never really turn wild coz the sch is strict with discipline... if i were to go to another sch, god knows wat i'll become now.

i wish KONG WAI LAP good luck~!

Ravings abt Joe

yesterday i went to an interview @ Shaw House, Beach Road... as usual i was late, but the interview went thru smoothly even though i think they're pretty inexperienced. after tat i went down to work @ X-Square. rather boring, but received an invitation from a regular customer to join him and his frens for X'mas party. X'mas is still so far away~!!

Dinner was yummy~! everyone shld try the Indonesian grilled food store at Plaza Singapura's foodcourt! i had the grilled cuttlefish set and bought extra fish soup~ i think i'm a glutton... =X

went to meet my fren, Joe after work @ IndoChine, Wisma Atrium for some catching up coz he's leaving SG on wed nite... god knows when will he be back in SG again. He's a Japanese model who's staying in Hong Kong, gotta know him some time back when he was here in SG for some modelling job. Anyway, i find him good-looking and really charming, and i decided to post his pic~ LoLz...

Joe Nakamura

looks like Stephen Fung in this pic	looks like Fang Zhong Xin in this pic

actually when i first know him, i nv thot we'll keep in contact after he left. But he's pretty sweet, calls me when he leaves SG and when he was in HK. Told me he'll be back in SG again, and when he's back, he calls me again... tat's how our friendship goes, i never do the contacting, coz sometimes i feel tat it's no point? haha~

he came back to SG abt one and a half month ago. called me then, but i was busy then (with sch/work/Jeffy) so we din meet up, then finally we met up on the Singapore Face finale @ dbl0 coz he happens to be in tat area...

i find him so interesting tat i decided to talk abt him here... Joe's a SILLY man who sticks his own phone number at the back of his mobile, coz he can't remb his number (so like a boy!) Used a GREEN piece of paper with blue ink so tat it's not so visible coz he's afraid pple can peep and know the number when he dun wanna give them his number... duhz! plus he thinks he's smart coz he sticks transparent tape over the paper for protective purposes... hahaha~ though it's pretty dumb, but i find it CUTE~

he likes to play arcade games, when you see him play, he behaves juz like a little boy, getting so excited, and dun wanna leave the place... He was telling me abt his job, the pple he knows and i find it fascinating! i guessed it's becoz he's my 1st fren who's a full-time model (consider international?). He's on Men's Health magazine cover, December issue, and so i bought the mag~ i'm dumb i know, a little infatuated as well..

anyway, enuff of him... till he comes back again...

did a swop of work schedule with my cousin, Shalon today, so tat i can rest at home... but it's not exactly resting la, i got stuff all lined up, gotta finish cleaning up the hse, coz my parents will be back from KL tonite... so sianz, no more peace. I like to stay home alone... and these few days is heaven, nobody disturb me, nobody nags... FANTASTIC!

Red Wine is Medicine

i'm feeling much better now~ i think RED WINE is medicine. haha!

i went out with Alex after work last nite... had a great dinner at 鼎太丰 (Ding Tai Feng) @ Paragon, consisting of XiaoLongBao, double-boiled chicken soup, egg fried rice with shrimps and stir-fried spinach~! *yum yum* i happen to enjoy Chinese cuisine a lot. after the fulfiling dinner, we went on to Thumper to chill~ ordered a bottle of red and juz sit there and talk... SO NICE~

amazingly, after the outing last nite, i recovered from my sore throat, flu and fever... SO there, RED WINE IS MEDICINE~! either tat or Alex is such great company tat i got well? ya right dude, i know you'll be reading this... hahaha~   =P  but i woke up late for work again today. sighz! was feeling quite irritable from working and lack of sleep, but luckily i got out of it... came home early to rest tonite, coz i know my body desperately need the rest. heez~   ;P

Finally the Canon assignment is over~ been standing for 6-7 hours straight everyday for these 3 days coz i was giving out flyers for them during the "International Sound and Sight Exhibition" @ Le Meridien Hotel. But i'm not complaining, coz pay's good...

A lot of my frens are curious abt exactly wat i'm workin as and how come i keep "changing" jobs. actually i din keep "changing" jobs, i juz happen to have a few part-time jobs, plus i'm always workin for short assignments, like 3-days events, promotions and such... so it seems like i keep having different jobs. so there, now you know~   ;)

Sick... again!?!?

i'm sick again~ sigh! checking on my little organiser, i realised it's like exactly a month since i fell sick the last time... like a monthly routine to be down with sore throat, flu and fever. wat's the heck is wrong with my immune system?!?! perhaps i shld really invest in Vitamins~ :P

woke up to have some water coz throat was so dry tat i keep coughing. got like 6 msgs asking me how come i'm not out tonite~ Velvet, Zouk, Chinablack or supper? maybe becoz it's how i spent my usual friday nites for the longest time... but i made the decision to come home and rest tonite even though i would very much prefer to be outside partying... gonna be working whole day tmr, so i reckon i shld rest. Mexz said i'm working too hard, read up NJ's comment and he thinks i'm draining myself... thkz pals!

haha~ but somehow, i rather be working my ass off this holiday, earn the money and spend all i want, then to scrimp and save, plus feel miserable coz i'll be constantly broke... it's been a long long time since i have some extra to do some shopping for myself, and i'm glad tat this holiday, i managed to buy some stuff to pamper myself~ i'm juz whining coz i'm feeling tired, but the money factor will keep me going...

i can feel my pulse constantly beating, and with every beat, i can feel the strain... weakness... i'm gng back to bed.

Rough Stretch

You've come upon a Rough Stretch.



Can you make it through? You've come upon hard times.
Things aren't looking so good to you and your life has
seem to collapse into a downward spiral. You've lost
your way and can't seem to find the right path to take.
You are probably depressed and feeling lonely as you've
lost sight of those who love you. You may wander through
this road with a few others like you and are able to
comfort them as they comfort you, but it is not enough.
You've lost something, maybe someone close, and with it
you lost your faith in life. You're probably confused and
unsure what to do next. But the way will become clear
eventually. It always does. This stretch that lies before
you seems never-ending and not worth traveling. But don't
let yourself fall, you may have stumbled upon this, but
pick yourself up as best you can and hold on to that
little bit of faith you have. The road isn't as endless
as it seems. All things, good and bad must come to and
end. This too shall pass and you'll be amazed at what
good lay beyond it if you just find the strength within
yourself to try and make it.


What Path Do You Take In Life?
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Riviera Pub

had a long day. woke up late again today, and dad sent me to work... he took the opportunity to lecture me on the journey there. he's concerned abt the amount of time i spent working and out with my frens, neglecting my health and getting so little sleep everyday...

I know he cares, but i raised my voice anyway. retorted rudely~ coz i'm really tired of them not understanding... I'm working coz i dun have enuff cash, trying to earn enough so that i dun take from them... can't they try and understand?!?! i'm holding like 3 jobs this holiday. i'm exhausted too~ if possible, i dun wanna work too and concentrate on my studies, but can i? I can't coz i'm trying my best to be less of a financial burden! sigh~

started my first day of work at Riviera Pub @ River Valley Rd today. it's along the stretch of road near the 7-eleven at Mohd Sultan... my dear frenz, if you're free, can go down there and support me. it's something i always wanna try out, but some frens were against the idea of me working in a pub, so i placed it at the back of my mind... but now, i guessed, i juz wanna do the things i like...

juz chatted with Jeffy online... i still dunno where are we heading~ perhaps i'll know soon. i do wanna be sure instead of juz wondering. gotta work again at 10am tmr... gonna go rest, it's a long day tmr as well...

The Incredibles!

The Incredibles!


juz reached home from a movie - "The Incredibles" It's simply incredible! I recommend it to everyone~ it's super funny and way COOLz!



Fav Character: Violet


my favorite character got to be VIOLET~ her primary powers are Invisibility and Force Field, and her secondary power is Agility...

can become invisible whenever i want~ tat'll be so nice! can spy on whoever i want if they wanna bully me! or when i wanna bully them? like hit them on the head?! hahaha~ anyway, thanx ah gong for sending me home~ =D

had a long day, overslept today and was late for work, coz i'm so freaking exhausted~ tmr gotta work again... i reckon i better rest early... gd nitez everyone! AND WATCH THE SHOW... heez~ =P

Dying Love

I got this poem from a friend's bulleting in Friendster, find it somewhat really touching... and so there you go...

Dying Love
This burden lies heavy on these shoulders.
When the light in life has cease to shine.
Thinking about it makes the hurt grow so strong.
Wishing one could go back and right every wrong.

Love is now angry with what she herself knows.
And one heart's been torn open by the thorns of the rose.
Love is a strange thing It is seen through bright eyes.
But resisting is futile when love wants to die.

To where can one go and who can one turn to?
For a shoulder to rely on because one still love another.
One said love is not everythng. Yet, in the life
that one lead love rules like a king.
But what can be done when push comes to shove

What can be done to save one dying love...

Relief

it's 4am in the morning... i still can't sleep~ haha! juz finished with a phonecall from Travers. He told me not to write abt him, but i still will... =P    been really busy these few days~ at first was busy with DPP project. after it's over, it was juggling my time between work and friends...

Had my DPP presentation on Wed morning! It was coolz! all the other group are so creative, and everyone was all dressed up to impress... there's one group which present their project like news broadcasting... It's really original and the videos tat they took (like they're interviewing the public) are really gOod! I'm glad it's all over, semester over means holiday starts! gotta work hard and try to earn more money! next semester end, we'll be going to Australia campus for an exchange program, will spend a lot of money for tat trip... sigh~

After the presentation, i went to work at X-Sq... after work, i went to join Weng Kin, Weichong, Angela and her fren, Aaron for KTV! freaking tired~ but i had fun singing~ WC said i got a voice like a barbie doLL~ kaoz! others pls comment! hahaha~

Slept in the WHOLE DAY~ best way to spent holiday! heez... my dad came in at 5pm and asked me whether i'm dead, coz i'm sleeping like a log. haha! i feel so rested, which is exactly wat i need...

went to the Motorshow with my family in the evening... not tat interesting though~ there's nice cars, but not very extensive. i took a lot of photos~ Saw a few frens there... was surprised to see Alex! was nice seeing him today~ thot of meeting up after dinner with my family, but my dad expressed wish tat i go home early, so being such a good girl (ya right!), i came home instead~

I've been clubbing so much tat i'm pretty sick of it! how ar? but if i dun go, i'm bored at home~ sigh~ dilemma...

i'm going thru a rough patch, and i'm glad tat i have wonderful frens ard me! but dun worry, i'll be fine... nothing is really tat bad i guessed, life goes on. I won't be too upset. as Weichong says, making a decision can be a relief actually. =)

perhaps it's not such a bad thing. after all, i've been thinking abt it myself... Now juz have to make things clear. =)

Mind Games Woman Play!

I leeched this from Weng Kin's website! Like it so much~ hahaha.... is this how all females think?

10. The Waiting Game. You called her and, although you usually don't do this (or at least you shouldn't), you left a message for her to call you back. Hours or even days may pass before she returns your call.

9. The Bait Game. The "I think I look fat in these pants... do you?" scenario is a tricky situation. Asking for your opinion is important to her; she wants to make sure that you find her desirable. But by framing the question as an effort to validate her own opinion, she's baiting you into jamming your foot into your mouth.

8. The Playing Dumb Game. This happens when she doesn't want to do something. To get you to take care of it, she'll play the "I don't know how to do that" angle. The task might be programming the TiVo or installing some software. More than likely she knows how to do it, but just doesn't want to.

7. The Hard to Get Game. This isn't always just a matter of her trying to present herself as a challenge. Some women will hold back feelings if there is an emotional risk involved. She could be testing the water before she dives in, as she needs to make sure that you're worth the risk.

6. The "We Need To Talk" Game. This game usually begins when you're watching some major sporting event, like the Super Bowl. Once again, she's testing you and trying to see where your priorities are. She needs your attention and she wants it now.

5. The Trading Goods for Services Game. She'll often take advantage of this game when sex is on the line. She implicitly offers to give you sex in exchange for something she wants you to do. There aren't many women out there who can resist a man who helps around the house, shops for shoes with them or agrees to treat his mother-in-law to dinner.

4. The Reverse Psychology Game. This usually occurs when she says the opposite of what she really wants, hoping you will do exactly what she wants you to do. For example, she wants you to do the dishes, but she doesn't come right out and say it. Instead, she says she'll do the dishes, only you later discover that she's mad at you because you didn't help. Confusing, I know.

3. The Mind Reading Game. This is usually played alongside the reverse psychology game. Fellas, she wants you to read her mind because she thinks that if you really cared, you would know exactly what she wants. Although this is not a logical game, far from it, women still expect you to get them.

2. The Silent Treatment Game. You know you've done something wrong when she doesn't speak to you and gives you the cold shoulder. The thing is you have no clue why she's so ticked.

1. The Ultimatum Game. This is the big kahuna of all games. It happens when the relationship is on the line. She expects something big. Possibly marriage, moving in together or a ring -- and if you aren't ready to take the step with her, she's willing to move on. This may be a bluff or it may not.

although it's subjective whether all women think this way, but I'm SO glad i'm a woman!! muahaha!!!

DPP Presentation

been busy the whole day... in less than 5 hours is my presentation for DPP. I'm exhausted. I spent the whole of last nite trying to finished my part and with it almost finished, i overwrite the bloody file with a old version coz i was CARELESS!!! I got to REDO! sigh~ this is the ONLY time where i'm so bloody careless! shed a few tears, took a cab to sch, borrow the materials needed, took a cab back and REDO~ i'm so angry at myself...

i managed to finished up and pass it to my project mates but i think they're not very happy... hmm, if it's me, i will be. coz i was supposed to send them my part yesterday and i only send it to them today @ 11pm. I can imagine their stress level... ladies, I'm sorry!

I'm not asleep, just in case they need me coz they're still compiling... it was supposed to be my job to compile the report, but becoz of my accident, they're doing it... sigh~ =(

hope everything will turn out fine later...

Mood Analysis Test

I took yet another test from ColorGenics! The result's so depressing~ =(

Mood Analysis Test

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquility and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!). how true!!

You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realize that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

Lost.

recently, i've been thinking... i've got no motivation in life, no goals, no ambition... I'm tired of the things i've been doing, finding lesser and lesser joy everyday. i'm always feeling tired and never really felt happy. i no longer find joy in doing the stuff which i thot makes me happy. more so, i find it depressing... Everyday is so mundane... Plus i have the tendency to lose myself in alcohol these days... why have i become like this? and when did all this start to happen? i can't seem to pick myself up... sighz~ Now and then, i get into this mode of depression and needs time to get out of it. and when i get myself out, soon, i'll fall back in again. it's like a cycle~ nobody really knows, nobody really understands... i'm feeling so lost~ i hope i'll find my way soon...

Annoymous

was contemplating whether to blog tonite, coz i have nothing really interesting to share. But oh well, i decided to... since i got time on my hand and not sleepy YET.

Was wondering why people leave comments under "Annoymous" in the internet. I mean in the cyber world, isn't it enuff tat a person is faceless? why would he/she wanna be nameless as well? How can we tell one Annoymous from another Annoymous? If it's me, i'll leave behind my initials, pseudonym, or maybe juz a nickname. Juz so tat the person reading wat i wrote knows how to differentiate me from the others~

maybe becoz i'm attn seeking? I wouldn't want another Annoymous to be mistaken as me! I like the unique identification tat i represent! which is why i hate it when pple ask wat's my name repeatedly... LoLz~

A fren told me abt a comment tat was left on my blog coz he finds it quite crude. (anyway pple, it's under my entry titled [weird dream]) I went to read it and my reaction was, "hmm, interesting. loser." And then i forgot abt it. And then another fren asked me abt tat comment again. Then I went to read it again, then this time round, i ask myself, "am i supposed to be angry?" haha!

I mean, wat he/she wrote dun provoke any kinda strong emotions in me. I dun usually take cyber things like this seriously, so.... i wonder why i shld have reaction. I asked my fren, WK abt this and he finds it amusing as well.

Interpreting tat comment, I realised i've always feel tat nobody wants to marry me! hmm, isn't it strange? haha~ And he/she said I'm an ugly duckling... SO I MUST BE A SWAN NOW~ awww, thanks! =) i never thot i'm really pretty with or without makeup~ i'm juz so comfortable with myself... it's not really confidence, juz total comfort with my face and body, always thankful for my parents for giving birth to me! but ugly duckling means he/she feels tat i look pretty with makeup~ and i'm glad to know tat... ;D

If my future husband were to see me without makeup ONLY after our wedding nite~ then it's really an ARRANGED MARRIAGE le~ LoLz~!! kaoz, else how come never see me without makeup before de~ not possible lor! so ignorant and naive to even think this way, dun you think? haha~ anyway, in order not to surprise my future husband-to-be, i'm showing pics of me, all natural~ this is the REAL me ok! dun be shocked on the morning-after! LoLz~

AMUSING~!!

ALL NATURAL~ it's not tat shocking...
with no makeup, my face dun rot away~ how amazing! LoLz~ =D