Colorgenics Psychological Analysis

Took an interesting test today. Maybe you pple shld try it too~ i find it quite true!

Colorgenics Psychological Analysis

Your Mood: At the moment you want to reach out and make contacts with others. You are feeling friendly inside and others around you will unconsciously pick up on this. You want to connect with people and be sociable.You feel the need to make some quite dramatic changes at the moment and are frustrated by specific conditions in your life, this can make you irritable and frustrated. You want change and you want it now.

Your Present Situation: Your current situation isn’t challenging you at all. You are set in a routine and the result is that you’re feeling boxed-in and closed off. You’re craving freedom, yet you’re unaware on how to change the present situation. This is causing you to remain in your humdrum routine.You are not prepared to cause a fuss at the moment and really want to get on with others harmoniously. Feeling quite sensitive you are more withdrawn than you let on. You carefully observe the behavior of those around you and sometimes dislike what you see.

Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time

weird dream

i had the weirdest dream last nite... funny thing is i can still remember the dream after i wake up! I DREAMT ABT ARRANGED MARRIAGE!

Here it goes:-
my mum arranged a wedding for me, and it was against my wish. I quarrelled with my mum but i was left with no choice, coz i was threaten with the well-being of my mum. I dunno the guy initially. And i was very very unhappy. I screamed at my mum! it goes something like, "I thot i'll be marrying someone i love and someone who loves me back~ not someone you picked for me! some faceless stranger! at least in this century, i thot this will never happen to me! it's like drama, pls tell me it's not real."

Then the scene changed to me choosing wedding gowns, and the guy juz left the place! So i din get to see his face, only his backview~ after that, i see the ROM place... i keep feeling like i wanna cry, but tears dun come coz i'm so sick of the whole thing~

Then, in a twist, i get to see the guy the 1st time...
it's someone i know! (-_-") i'm not gng to tell who, coz i'm still trying to figure out how come it's him~ like totally not possible de...

He looked as lost as me. i remembered calming down the moment i see him, it was a very soothing feeling... then i held his hand and say, "we're getting into a forced marriage, can you believe it?", and he replied, "Don't worry, everything gonna be fine". and he said it with tat super lost face! OMG~! then, it goes on to us living together and miraculously, we were happy together! kaoz~

ok, tat's abt it! so weird! why dream abt arranged marriage?!?! and why tat guy?!?! I bet if i tell him, he'll also think i'm crazy~! hahahaa...................

... study break

yesterday's investment paper =TOUGH!!! confirm kenna slaughtered! but it's over, so let's not talk abt it.

went to ChinaBlack to celebrate the end of my FIRST paper... had fun last nite... outing smack right in the middle of my papers~ muahaha~ i'm so BAD!

Angela jio me, and i started asking a number of pple. Weichong rejected us, coz he wanna accompany gf. actually i think tat's sweet of him, so another time dude! =D Sharolyn have an event today, and wants to rest so she can't join us. Her bf, Benson said since she's working so hard, he shld stay home as well... awww~ another sweet guy!

But nvm them, another Benson (CSS one, my senior! not Sharolyn's bf) joined us~ Then Weng Kin turned up even though Weichong can't make it. Got to know Angela's frens - Sarah, Alicia, Terry etc. Benson's fren, Travers also came down... Benson's little sis was there with her bf. And i met Alan, Aven and Rendy there! haha.... so many pple, so much fun!

2 major highlights of the nite - [1] A guy who danced like William Hung, body coordination all wrong! everyone is cheering him on coz he's such a joke! and you can see tat he's totally enjoying himself~ but he commands the attention of all the clubbers there... so at least he's something~
[2] This freak actually came up to the platform to dance with me! kaoz~ luckily i'm in good mood, entertain him for a while...... and everyone is looking~ yucks! then i scrambled off~

Was mentally exhausted when i went in, after all the fun~ no stress! but i still have 2 more papers to go! gotta continue mugging~ wish me luck! ;)

... study break

probably shldn't be blogging now, but i think i need a break... from all the investment, CML, CAPM, SML, beta blah blah blah~ sucks!

i've got like a month-long study break, but i started only yesterday... I'm not procrastinating becoz i'm lazy, neither becoz i think i'm smart... i'm juz losing direction... perhaps the study break shldn't be so long? blame it on SIM...

Oak, thanx for the midnight "soup + honey + redbull" delivery... the gesture is sweet, but perhaps you shld take the time to sleep more instead?

i've got less than 7hrs left before the paper. i've yet to cover even 4 topics. i deserve to fail? shld i just take MC tmr? irresponsible i know... but i suddenly hope i'm down with chicken pox or something...

back to mugging... (-_-") ciaoz~!

Wat my name means...

T You have an attitude, a big one.
R You are a social butterfly.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

K You like to try new things.
O You are very open-minded.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
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Legend:
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone.

What kind of blogger are you?

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What kind of blogger are you?

horoscope fun~

extract this horoscope thing from a friend's bulletin in Friendster.. I'm born in March, so i only extract March~ hahaa

How true is this? Up to my dear friends to comment... =P

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

when he leaves...

My parents are off to Malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding, but i stayed in SG coz i gotta prepare for exams...sitting in front of my computer in complete darkness, with nobody at home... The silence is killing me... i tried putting on music but it still feels so quiet without anyone at home...

Was on the phone with Celia for a longest time... Today i find her suddenly a lot more grown -up... at times, i find her fussy and demanding, hence a little irritating, and she knows it herself as well. But today she seems different, perhaps it's her beau's influence...

When i was chatting with her, she saw Jeffy online. They had a short online conversation and Jeffy was telling her tat he's at Shanghai, travelling, having fun and networking with his mum...

There's this nagging thought at the back of my mind for the longest time. Am i ready to see him go off overseas and work? Until now, he never really share his plans with me. I've got no idea whether he's still gng to Shanghai to work after ORD. Am i ready to see him go? (if he is really going) Only a few more weeks left before he's officially released from his NS liability.

I know tat he will be gng to Shanghai to work after his NS even before we got together. he told me tat he's only back in Sg for a short period. it's in his goals in life, to travel around and work in different countries, learn more, experience more... But i feel tat i might not be able to accept the fact.

Before he's back from the states, i tell myself tat i'll be able to accept his departure. But somewhere along the line, i've start to care for him dearly, falling in love without knowing why... i'm losing control... i'll be very sad when he leaves. everyone like to have their loved ones close to them, and i'm no exception. I'm selfish, i hope tat he'll not go afterall. But it's a selfish thot, i'll still have to let go... Afterall, it's his life, not mine. And when the time comes, i'll have to cope...

Am i ready to see him go? I'll know when the time comes... if i'm not ready, i'll just have to cope...

Exam blues

I HATE EXAMS! it never fails to make me feel like a major failure coz i can never have the motivation to pick up my books like my frens! I feel terrible thinking about wat a irresponsible procrastinator I AM! FUCK!

Next friday is my first paper, i cannot believe tat i haven't pick up my books YET~ damn! damn! damn! Anyway, today is my Investment revision class... I hope it's useful and can help me kick off~

Wish me luck!

Miss DBL0 - Sharolyn!

i'm feeling terrible now... been down with a really bad sore throat since Monday. Then caught a cold on Tues (coz of the fucking rain) and was burning with fever for a while, plus the alcohol on wed nite... and i started coughing yesterday! Damn! it's a lousy week...

I hope i'll get well soon, i've been feeling really tired becoz i'm sick. Motivation to study = ZERO!!! I've tried drinking lots of water, herbal tea, cough syrup, panadol, and i try to get as much rest as possible... But nothing seems to help. =' ' '(

i really HATE being sick, but i get sick so often~ why!? why!? why?!?!

I missed Jeffy's phonecall from Shanghai last nite. I was working and din hear my phone~ damn! He left a voicemail though... Miss him~ esp. now tat i'm sick and wished for some TLC~ haha~

Anyway, enuff of whining... Went to Dbl0 on wed nite coz Angela and Huimin asked me along to support a fren for the Miss Dbl0 contest - a sweetie pie called Sharolyn... I got to know Angela from the Singapore Face audition, while Angela got to know Huimin and Sharolyn when they enter the Top 30. Coincidently, Sharolyn is Jeffy's partner for the Singapore Face calendar... And so, i decided to go and join in the fun... Ya right, as if! (-_-") actually i go with a hidden agenda to get to know Sharolyn, coz she's Jeffy's partner and naturally i'm curious about her... haha~ plus i wanna see how pretty the finalists are in person~

The contest is for all the Singapore Face female finalists. And I would say everyone will think tat May Ong will win, coz she's like the hottest gal on stage... BUT the contest goes by a voting system and Sharolyn has a bunch of loyal supporters - made up of Angela, Humin, Benson and me! And we definitely did our part by writing a lot of voting slips, voting for Sharolyn! Being equally HOT (plus sweet), Sharolyn was crowned MISS DBL0 2004~

And then Angela, Huimin and me, all got a "prize" from the lucky draw for voting the right winner. haha~ i think everyone there thinks it's kelong tat all 3 of us, sitting at the same table go up and claim our prize... LoLz~

Had loads of fun tat nite... Angela is a good drinker, she keeps downing glasses of vodka cranberry. And me, i prefer the shooter - Lust... god knows how many shots i had tat nite~ =P Funz, know wat, the drinks at Dbl0 are so much better than CBlack

I made a few new friends tat nite - Sharolyn n Benson, Wei Chong n Weng Kin, Eileen n Wendy.

Benson is Sharolyn's bf. He's a really nice guy, but photography skills, ermz~... haha~ okiez, maybe it's not him, maybe it's us... coz all the photos he took dun capture our charm? j/k! They make a handsome couple... Sharolyn is sweet, but a little blur sometimes? remind me of my fren, Weiling... A kind of innocence surrounding her...

I first met Eileen and Wendy when we attended an interview session for promoting Guiness Stout 2 years or so back. It was at Penny Black (Boat Quay). After tat, i see them in clubs but din go over and talk, coz i was afraid tat they might not remember me. Then recently, thru friendster, i got to know tat Jeffy used to date Eileen for a while before he went to the states to study. Small world? ya, i think so too~ On wed nite, i saw them standing at the tall table without a seat, so i decided to invite them over to join us at our table. Afterall, we have more than enuff space, and i wanna see whether they still remember me~ Surprisingly, they do... I still have both of their numbers in my hp and Eileen told me, she still have my number as well. =D I find both of them really HOT~!

Wendy have a blogsite, http://xiaxue.blogspot.com, voted the Best Singapore Weblog by Hong Kong site www.flyingchair.net last year... Read it, it's hilarious... One of the few blogs tat i've always been following.

Wei Chong is one of the male finalists of Singapore Face, and Weng Kin is his fren. Interesting fellows~ Wei Chong was telling us over coffee after the club session tat he din know Samson Toh, the photographer for the Singapore Face photo shoot session at Sentosa was a gay. After donning a Speedo, Samson was adjusting Wei Chong's Speedo for him for the photo shoot... And he din think much of it until someone mention to him tat Samson seems a little on the softer side~ We all had a good laugh~! Weng Kin is on the quieter side... he seems to be thinking abt a lot of things~ broody? maybe he's tired tat nite~

Shared a cab back with the gals and realised me and Huimin lived only a few blocks away~ next time can jio her out for supper... More of this kind of gals outing pls! I dun have enuff female company~

coughing real bad... gtg prepare for work now~

I need a break~!

been a long time since i last blog.. been VERY busy with A LOT of stuff.. mostly WORK! Been resting at home for the past few days. was supposed to start on my exams prep, but i'm juz so restless. Exams juz round the corner, i hope i'll feel the pressure and have motivation to start studying soon... sigh~! =(

Anyway, been reading a book by Daisy Waugh, titled "The New You Survival Kit". There's one paragraph inside which made me especially emotional after reading.

"Neither got around to mentioning what they'd been up to the previous night. And suddenly, quite explicably, she felt she was going to cry. She needed Ed. She needed him to love her. Or someone to say something tender now and then. She blinked away the sting of tears and simultaneously pick up her phone. ... ... They pecked each other on the cheek and Jo left on her own, feeling unusually fragile, let down and lonely."

Just thought of sharing it.. heez..

Anyway, my colleague told me about a crazy gal's blog, her name's Jamie. Exhibitionist. LOLz~! but i think her entries are all bluff, bunch of bullshit. But nonetheless, read to de-stress... Guys might like it more than gals i guessed. hahahaha...

Miss my guy, he's at Shanghai/Huangshan now, having a holiday. Good life! I wanna go and relax too! Anyway, show you some pics of us taken during the CSS 40th Anniversary Dinner.

Ladies, pls organise a weekend getaway after my exams k! Go anywhere also can! hahaa =D

Professional X-Square Cashier

Had a long day today. Woke up at 10am and went to Tampines Mall's NTUC to do surveys for King's Ice-cream. It's for my DPP project. Reached there ard 12pm. It's freaking far! While travelling, i seriously wonder how Roland managed to send me home almost everyday and then travel home to Simei back then. Thinking back, he really did put in a lot of effort.

Stayed at Tampines Mall until 3pm, then met up with Jason for apple strudel... haha~ i feel so FAT after all the sinful food. Miss the puppy tat Jason has, name's Maximus. A HUGE golden retriever! He's a charming, charismatic and handsome-looking dog (if it can be described this way)... Simply Magnificent! Glad to see both of them (Jason and his pup) today. Max's still as playful as ever... He seems to be the ONLY dog tat dun bark at me! tat's why i like him so much... LoLz~!

After hanging out, Jason sent me to work... I'm currently working part-time at X-Square @ Dhoby Ghaut. Exact location is at Orchard@Atrium, the Dhoby Ghaut NEL Mrt station building... It's a nice place to be working. Not too much stress, easy-going colleagues and loads of fun stuff to learn...

Worked from 6pm to 12 midnight. it's only my 2nd day at work... so pple, gimme some support and go there to play XBOX games ya! haha... I'll be working again on Sunday. ;)

Have something on my mind but dun feel like relating it now. will definitely do so when i'm feeling better. afterall, i'm determined to make this blog a place where i can and will relate my innermost feelings. If I know you, and i write abt you, be sure tat it's really how i feel...

CULT Energy Drink - Nice!!

had supper with Anthony last nite. I was the 2nd person he rides ard on his new bike. tat's wat buddies are! LOLz! But his 1st passenger is his gf - Sharon la... then came home and sleep ard 130am...

And then, tat's today... nothing much... woke up and did laundry! i realised i like to do household chores actually. kinda like therapy, makes me happier. But nobody muz be ard when i do chores, coz i like to do it my way! tmr i shall clean up my room!

Went to work in the late afternn~ promoter for CULT Energy Drink! was stationed @ Lakeside Cheers... very near to my place. Then 2nd stop is at CCK Cheers. Sales at CCK is much better. It's a nice drink~ i tried it today, coz it's free sampling... so i drink some after work as well... heez =P

someone mentioned tat there's a lot of characters in my blog, until he dunno who's who... hahaha... i guessed i've a lot of frens ba~ but at least he can make out who's the more important pple in my life~

i'm tired now... gng to sleep~ nitez! =D

Weekend Marathons

Water is the most neglected nutrient
in your diet but one of the most vital.

I feel so dehydrated all the time these days... damn! muz be the alcohol!

I had a long long weekend, lack of sleep becoz of project, photo shoot session and parties!

OSD Marathon
Woke up @ 7am on Thursday, coz i thot we're supposed to meet 11am, at Tiong Bahru MRT to go over to Melanie's house to finish my report. BUT I've not finished my part, so i woke up early to do it... In the end, they postponed the time to "whenever you're ready to come over" (-_-")

And so i sat in front of my comp and tried doing my part, but realised tat i really dunno how to do! sighz~ In the end, i gave up and took a cab to Mel's house @ 6pm... A little late, but then not all of them are over at her place yet~ Stayed over there for the nite, juz so we can finished the damn OSD report and hand it in on Friday~ *think i'm too old to stay up to do reports* Coz i feel so freaking tired the whole nite! When i have nothing to do (coz there's only 1 computer), i read novels.

Read 2 novels in one night! i recommend this trilogy consisting of the titles: [1] A Child Called 'IT' [2] The Lost Boy [3] A Man Named Dave... It's regarding the life story of a man, who's abused by his mum when he was a little boy (4-12 yrs old). The story juz make me so touch tat i was tearing away when i was reading it... awwwww~

On Friday morning, we finished our report and was so proud of our accomplishment! To celebrate, we played Mahjong for a while before gng off to rest~ LoLz! I missed playing mahjong! Left Mel's place @ 1.45pm and made my way home....

Chinablack Marathon
Was supposed to meet Mexz to get Amy's present at 5pm, but i told him tat i'll meet him at 730pm instead, coz i seriously need to get some rest... In the end, i sat in front of the computer, chat chat chat, then time's up to meet Mexz. goshz~! there goes my resting time. =(

Met Mexz at 8pm coz i was late~ he's such a gentleman. I was late for half an hour and he din even get angry. i felt so so bad! I got a pair of black wedged-heels from VNC for Amy. Benson came to join us later part of the nite and we went to ChinaBlack!

Was talking to them abt life, relationships and growing up... Benson mentioned tat he's in a denial stage of growing up. I think i am too... Juz hate to grow up. At this age of early twenties, i'm about to leave the comfort of schooling life, and start to worry abt working life. it's the turning point of my life. I guessed i'm juz LAZY. Dun feel like working full-time, want to bum around and not take responsibility YET.

Was telling Mexz tat i miss Jeffy and tat i think i'm like superglue these days. Clingy. Used to dislike clingy pple, but i realised i'm becoming like tat... yucks! Anyway, he told me to ask Jeffy to join us if i miss him and SO I DID. heez!

I was happily dancing away on the platform when I see HIM! Was surprised to see Jeffy coz he told me he's not gonna join us! baobei, muackz! it meant a lot to me, seeing him come when i asked him to...

We partied till 430am tat nite... Initially i intended to have an early nite coz i have a photo shoot session @ 9am the next day~ but in the end, i stayed on, coz i'm so so HAPPY... muz be the adrenaline of happiness at works... LOLz~

Photo Shoot Marathon
Reached home ard 6am. *yawnz* Dun dare to sleep coz i'm afraid tat i'll be late for the photo shoot. In the end, i still dozed off ard 8am and woke up when they called me on my cellphone @ 9am. Damn, i feel so bad! got up immediately and left home for Aljunied... Freaking far!

The shoot was fun... the people there are all young people ard my age. They did some interesting makeup for me. it's kinda artistic, not the normal kinda makeup tat other makeup artists put on for me. Something new which ive never experienced. The hairdo is cool too~ LoLz! will upload the pics when i get it from Lawrence (the photographer).

Amy's Birthday Party Marathon
Left at 5pm. Another long day, but not the end YET. Have to make my way down to Amy's place for her birthday party... *yawns* With less than 3hrs of rest in between, i feel so crappy. But i still pushed myself and went for her party, coz she's my BEST FRIEND IN SIM! As usual, she's gorgegous when i see her. Had a great dinner coz i'm so freaking hungry, gng without food the whole day (coz i'm afraid my tummy will show in the photos). The food is good *yum yum*... Went on to party @ Mdm Wong with her. But i'm so not up to it, coz i keep yawning already. I danced for a short while, and dozed off now and then juz sitting there at the couch~ =( In the end, Kevin cut short his nite and sent me home. thks bro, i owe you one!

Reaching home, washed up and fell asleep the moment my head hit the pillow. Exhausted. I slept from 245am to 7pm today~ tat's a total of 16 hours! LoLz! baobei, i'll never complain you're a pig again And i have nothing much to do, coz i'm done with my school stuff... SO I BLOG MY MUNDANE LIFE AGAIN! (^(oO)^)

Playful or Flirt?

I represent PLAYFULNESS!

You represent... playfulness.

Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness
or flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that people
enjoy your company as much as you enjoy their's.


What feeling do you represent?
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