i'm eating Ben & Jerry Strawberry Cheesecake ice-cream now~ *griNz* EL bought it for me so that I have something to munch on when i'm bored with my report or feel sleepy... i'm feeling abit of BOTH now, so i'm munching... Although i was surprised, it's sweet of him to buy chips and ice-cream for me in the middle of the nite and deliver to my hse~ juz thinking abt it makes me smile... *sweeetzz*
it's freaking 5am and i'm still struggling with my report~ But i'm glad to say tat at least 80% is completed now~ Finally!! haahaa...
This report is quite interesting really... Thru all the self-analysis done, I get to know alot more about myself~ Something to do with career planning, so i gotta evaluate myself against the kinda career I wanna be in... I compared myself against the job of a Personal Banker.
My top 5 work values:
1. Lifestyle
2. Money
3. Prestige
4. Co-workers
5. Independence
According to the Holland’s Occupational Themes and Personality Theory, results from a self assessment quiz show that my personality type belongs to Social, with Enterprising following very closely... To find out more, can read about this theory on TheCareerKey.com
Then according to another theory - Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI), results show that my personality type belong to the ENFP category~ Although this time round, the results defer from the previous time tat i took the test, I was told, a person's personality sometimes changes... But the results is still pretty near! previous results show tat I'm an ENTP... to find out more, can read about this theory on PersonalityPage.com
Then according to Belbin's team Role Theory, I'm the Coordinator role in a team... More on this theory on SuccessfulManagers.com
Then of coz i have a lot of other materials from books tat i zap on my trip to the JE library on wednesday~
ALL the theories indicate that I'm someone sociable with good people skill, place great emphasis on interpersonal relatioships... i find this point very true! The rest of the points, i do agree as well, but too long to place it all here~ The accurancy level of all the tests done is like 90% true!
Interesting~ and i'm tired now... gng to bed! shall continue and finish up my report later when i wake up~ nite nitez! *griNz*
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
priorities problems! =(
yesterday, I intended to stay home the whole day to do my report~ I skipped my morning class and was deciding whether to skip my night lecture... in the end, Simon from D'Classic Marketing called and asked me whether I can go down to Balaclava in the evening for an audition~ Sigh~ there goes my evening! I went down coz it's work and work means more MONEY~ heezz!!
But there goes my momentum for school work as well~ Oh well, the audition is for a Budweiser job on Monday evening... They're the official sponsor for the movie, The Wedding Crashers and so they're giving out free premiere tickets on Monday to customers who buy Budweiser. After my interview, I had dinner with Don at Beach Rd - Hing Wa Restaurant... Then I went down to Boat Quay for drinks with EL! in the end, I met Anthony and Chiron there... We left tat place at 1am!! so much for an early nite so tat i do my report~ i think i really need to reflect on my time management man~ =(
EL helped me do a huge part of my report on Wed nite! If he knows tat i'm actually juz clicking absent-mindedly on my internet research links and also clicking on my minesweeper at the same time, I bet he'll be so disappointed in me~ Personally i feel tat i'm not worth helping coz sometimes, i'm juz too lazy! =( But still, i'm very glad tat he helped me... EL, i'm grateful! Thanks~!! muackz!
I definitely cannot finish my report in time to hand in today le~ guess will have to do it 1st thing on Monday morning ba~ sigh!! it's the 1st time i hand in my assignment past the deadline... I'm worried and stressed out... But i really cannot finish, so i guess tat's my only choice now~
Need to prepare to go for work now~ working for Carlsberg tonite... last nite of their "Private Jet" promotion~ I can't believe I'm skipping my report to work!! arrggghhh~!! I shall continue when i get back from work ba...
But there goes my momentum for school work as well~ Oh well, the audition is for a Budweiser job on Monday evening... They're the official sponsor for the movie, The Wedding Crashers and so they're giving out free premiere tickets on Monday to customers who buy Budweiser. After my interview, I had dinner with Don at Beach Rd - Hing Wa Restaurant... Then I went down to Boat Quay for drinks with EL! in the end, I met Anthony and Chiron there... We left tat place at 1am!! so much for an early nite so tat i do my report~ i think i really need to reflect on my time management man~ =(
EL helped me do a huge part of my report on Wed nite! If he knows tat i'm actually juz clicking absent-mindedly on my internet research links and also clicking on my minesweeper at the same time, I bet he'll be so disappointed in me~ Personally i feel tat i'm not worth helping coz sometimes, i'm juz too lazy! =( But still, i'm very glad tat he helped me... EL, i'm grateful! Thanks~!! muackz!
I definitely cannot finish my report in time to hand in today le~ guess will have to do it 1st thing on Monday morning ba~ sigh!! it's the 1st time i hand in my assignment past the deadline... I'm worried and stressed out... But i really cannot finish, so i guess tat's my only choice now~
Need to prepare to go for work now~ working for Carlsberg tonite... last nite of their "Private Jet" promotion~ I can't believe I'm skipping my report to work!! arrggghhh~!! I shall continue when i get back from work ba...
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Research time again...
i juz reached home from Jurong East Library... Went there to do research for my Career That Works - Industry Report assignment~ it's due on Friday! and i haven't started yet! hmmm, actually i did, i went to dig out all my notes which is chucked somewhere since I came back from Australia~ And i did try my best to recall what was taught there but i can't seem to remember anything tat is useful, except shops closes at 5pm! LoL~
Anyway, a fren - Alex who live in Simei, accompanied me to the library today~ so sweet right?! live so far away still accompany me~ hahaha... actually he's also staying at NTU hall la~ Initially, I wanted to go there to photocopy the short articles from The Straits Times Recruit... Then, i decided to zap some info about the personality tests tat I took so tat i can put it as references as well~
During dinner, he told me tat his frens checked out his friendster and comment tat I'm kinda cute~ muahahaha!! ego-booster wor~ yeah~! And he went to tell me abt his chio hall-mates, or rather the lack of chio hall-mates that makes his life there a little dull... a highly amusing topic~!
Back to my report, I realised how little have I done when i reached home and take a look at my assignment guidelines! sigh~ And i'm still slacking, doing everything else except start on my report~ But at least i stayed home and skipped clubbing on a ladies nite wor~ LoL!
Back to my research now~ wish myself luck and a little self-motivation~!!
Anyway, a fren - Alex who live in Simei, accompanied me to the library today~ so sweet right?! live so far away still accompany me~ hahaha... actually he's also staying at NTU hall la~ Initially, I wanted to go there to photocopy the short articles from The Straits Times Recruit... Then, i decided to zap some info about the personality tests tat I took so tat i can put it as references as well~
During dinner, he told me tat his frens checked out his friendster and comment tat I'm kinda cute~ muahahaha!! ego-booster wor~ yeah~! And he went to tell me abt his chio hall-mates, or rather the lack of chio hall-mates that makes his life there a little dull... a highly amusing topic~!
Back to my report, I realised how little have I done when i reached home and take a look at my assignment guidelines! sigh~ And i'm still slacking, doing everything else except start on my report~ But at least i stayed home and skipped clubbing on a ladies nite wor~ LoL!
Back to my research now~ wish myself luck and a little self-motivation~!!
Monday, July 25, 2005
you know who you are...
i know you read my blog...i wanna let you know, i'm really happy to see you today for lunch. When you said you're gng swimming, i was kinda hoping you'll ask me. When you din, i juz intended to go anyway... In the end, the weather dun permit it. Fate maybe? sigh~
we're no longer at ease with talking abt our feelings in front of each other, making each catching up session awkward for both of us. With uncomfortable silence, pondering abt wat each other is thinking... it's making me miserable... How I wish everything remains the same as the past~ =(
we're no longer at ease with talking abt our feelings in front of each other, making each catching up session awkward for both of us. With uncomfortable silence, pondering abt wat each other is thinking... it's making me miserable... How I wish everything remains the same as the past~ =(
Prank Calls
i've been getting some prank calls recently from a "private number". Not once or twice, it's getting more and more frequent? The caller dun speak and called at wee hours... last nite, i picked up twice~ once at 12am+, another close to 2am~ Some time back, say a week or two ago. once, that bugger called at 4am!! Sigh~! wat's wrong with these people?!?! nothing better to do?!?! luckily, i'm not the kind who sleeps early, so i wasn't asleep when the phone rang... i'll still pick up and greet the caller...
sigh~ so many people dun like me wor~ BUGGER, if you really dun like me, can call and TALK to me... dun keep quiet and test my patience ya... *smiLez* i got absolutely no idea who you are anyway, so if you wanna call and irritate me, it's not tat easy. I'll still say "Hello" in my sweetest voice, as you've heard over the phone, coz i pity tat you're sick in ur mind and you need professional help~ *tsk tsk*
你好可怜哦！！！
sigh~ so many people dun like me wor~ BUGGER, if you really dun like me, can call and TALK to me... dun keep quiet and test my patience ya... *smiLez* i got absolutely no idea who you are anyway, so if you wanna call and irritate me, it's not tat easy. I'll still say "Hello" in my sweetest voice, as you've heard over the phone, coz i pity tat you're sick in ur mind and you need professional help~ *tsk tsk*
你好可怜哦！！！
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Fishing. Fun? Not fun?
gosh~ i actually went fishing on a Sat nite! haha.. Nigel's idea~ he's a fishing enthusiast. His brother jio him, and he asked me along. i thot, i shall give it a try, maybe it's not tat bad, in the end, i was still bored stiff. Luckily i bought a novel to keep me company. But at least they caught something, so it's not a wasted trip. ;P
i learnt something new last nite... there's actually a lot of knowledge and equipments to fishing~ there's actually something to hold the rod after they cast so they dun have to keep holding it... i feel like an idiot when i asked his brother wat's tat and he replied. LoL~
if i hang out more with Nigel, i think i'll have more fishing trips to look forward to. Not tat i really look forward to it, coz i dun have much patience, but tat's his hobby. He got so much stuff in his room tat's for fishing~
sick again today... had a flu the whole day~ sigh! perhaps a caught a cold last nite ba. it's quite chilly sitting by the shore the whole nite. End of it, i was dozing off, and with a headache coz i was feeling tired and cold.
It's like a monthly routine to be down with a cold and have a sore throat. I'm quite sick of it alr. I stopped popping Vitamin C after my hospital trip coz i'm quite scare~ Have a major phobia of pills now. Maybe tat's why i'm falling sick again. Think i shld start eating my Vit C again. :)
i learnt something new last nite... there's actually a lot of knowledge and equipments to fishing~ there's actually something to hold the rod after they cast so they dun have to keep holding it... i feel like an idiot when i asked his brother wat's tat and he replied. LoL~
if i hang out more with Nigel, i think i'll have more fishing trips to look forward to. Not tat i really look forward to it, coz i dun have much patience, but tat's his hobby. He got so much stuff in his room tat's for fishing~
sick again today... had a flu the whole day~ sigh! perhaps a caught a cold last nite ba. it's quite chilly sitting by the shore the whole nite. End of it, i was dozing off, and with a headache coz i was feeling tired and cold.
It's like a monthly routine to be down with a cold and have a sore throat. I'm quite sick of it alr. I stopped popping Vitamin C after my hospital trip coz i'm quite scare~ Have a major phobia of pills now. Maybe tat's why i'm falling sick again. Think i shld start eating my Vit C again. :)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Paid to be a VASE...
been working at Raffles Place for the past 3 days from 11am to 2pm. Basically, i'm juz there to be a VASE! there's not much to do, or rather, we're not supposed to do too much, except stand there and smile. It's for the IPO of Maple Tree Logistics Trust. I was there to distribute the prospectus, and really, we only stand there and "distribute".
We're not allow to do any form of selling, and tat includes [1] cannot hand out the prospectus, so we cannot physically take the book and pass to the people. They have to take from the table themselves. [2] We cannot answer any questions abt the trust, only allow to tell them, refer to the prospectus for more information. Basically, my job scope is to stand there and tell people tat "the offer closes on Friday 8am". We juz keeep repeating tat to whoever takes the book... EASY job~ Only requirement is tat we need to put on makeup and look well-groomed. And i was paid very very well, for this simple job~
On yesterday and Tues, i actually have lectures starting at 2pm, so i was late for both days~ but at least i turned up. ;P
Yesterday evening, I went to Funz' place for a house party. Her housemate and cousin whipped up lotsa delicious food and invited quite a lot of friends over~ but i dunno anyone of them except for Funz, her sister - Weisum and her sister's fren. Was glad to see Funz home a little earlier than her usual. Sorta worried for her, coz her working style is scary~ Workaholic! no point nagging at her, she gotta control her own time and slowly get back to normal. Spending 12 - 14hrs everyday at the office is really not healthy. And i heard sometimes, it's even more than tat~ sigh!
Intended to go to Club Momo after the house party actually, but i was lazy. And i promised someone tat i will not go since he's not ard... juz an impromptu cheeky promise, but i held my end of the deal. But still, i went out till late nite, coz i met Chiron and Anthony for coffee.
went to the Jurong East library today after work. I like being in the library. Gives me a sense of peace? i like the quietness... hahaha~ After reaching home from the library, Dad asked me to drive him to Thomson to collect his lorry. Now tat my brother is not helping him at work anymore, he gotta drive the lorry on his own. So i drove him there and gets to drive to school later. Good~ i can start thinking where to go after lecture... muahahaha~
We're not allow to do any form of selling, and tat includes [1] cannot hand out the prospectus, so we cannot physically take the book and pass to the people. They have to take from the table themselves. [2] We cannot answer any questions abt the trust, only allow to tell them, refer to the prospectus for more information. Basically, my job scope is to stand there and tell people tat "the offer closes on Friday 8am". We juz keeep repeating tat to whoever takes the book... EASY job~ Only requirement is tat we need to put on makeup and look well-groomed. And i was paid very very well, for this simple job~
On yesterday and Tues, i actually have lectures starting at 2pm, so i was late for both days~ but at least i turned up. ;P
Yesterday evening, I went to Funz' place for a house party. Her housemate and cousin whipped up lotsa delicious food and invited quite a lot of friends over~ but i dunno anyone of them except for Funz, her sister - Weisum and her sister's fren. Was glad to see Funz home a little earlier than her usual. Sorta worried for her, coz her working style is scary~ Workaholic! no point nagging at her, she gotta control her own time and slowly get back to normal. Spending 12 - 14hrs everyday at the office is really not healthy. And i heard sometimes, it's even more than tat~ sigh!
Intended to go to Club Momo after the house party actually, but i was lazy. And i promised someone tat i will not go since he's not ard... juz an impromptu cheeky promise, but i held my end of the deal. But still, i went out till late nite, coz i met Chiron and Anthony for coffee.
went to the Jurong East library today after work. I like being in the library. Gives me a sense of peace? i like the quietness... hahaha~ After reaching home from the library, Dad asked me to drive him to Thomson to collect his lorry. Now tat my brother is not helping him at work anymore, he gotta drive the lorry on his own. So i drove him there and gets to drive to school later. Good~ i can start thinking where to go after lecture... muahahaha~
Monday, July 18, 2005
Interesting Quotes
I was reading through my collection of quotes today and these two quotes juz stands out to me today... And so, here goes!
Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it.
Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn.
-- Gore Vidal
Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it.
Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn.
-- Gore Vidal
Sunday, July 17, 2005
my weekend~ =)
this weekend is a busy but fulfilling one! I met Jordan for coffee on Friday afternoon... Finally he's back from Thailand, but only for a short period of time. He's leaving again on Tuesday.
Jordan's my buddy from Singapore Poly days... our friendship started becoz he helped me when i was struggling with my 1st project in DMSE course, under this module called DGVA. I was supposed to do a short video clip using pics and transitions effects, adding a little music and stuff. And i was totally lost... LoL~ and being a kind soul, Jordan helped me... from then on, we had a friendship gng on even though plenty of our peers dun really like him coz of his queerish personality (or so they said). although we seldom hang out together a lot, we remain close friends throughout the years in poly. We can talk abt anything and everything. Nowadays, i only get to see him when he's not in Thailand~ He's serving his NS over there...
After that, we went to Suntec to look for Roland. Roland's my ex-bf from some time back. He's a good-looking egomanic! always saying tat he'll make it BIG in the modelling world someday. hahaha... i wish him good luck!! I introduced the both of them when we were still a couple and they kept in contact even after me and Roland's off... Roland's working at Suntec and since we had nothing to do, we went down to look for him while waiting for Don to meet me for dinner~
i was supposed to be working at nite but the Carlsberg promo was cancelled last min and i was quite mad at them coz the agency informed me quite late. I feel tat it's rather irresponsible of them. Met Don for dinner at Suntec Marché... Dinner was great~ initially i was getting quite impatient coz i waited for some time, but i guess it's a small thing, so after he turned up, i'm ok..
after dinner, was down at Starlight again... not much people there on Friday night. But guess it's fine with me, coz i get to sing more songs without waiting for so long? LoL~ Roland went with me, iaN was there as well. after Starlight, met Chiron for supper at Blk 503 for supper, but in the end i din eat. I was so tired that i slept till 6pm on Sat!!
Woke up juz to prepare to go to Club Momo again~ =P
Went there with Amy and Kevin~ it's been such a long time since i've seen Kevin!! kinda miss the days where we hang out and eat ice-cream with Xiaojun~ ;)
Everything was fun on Sat night.. lots of my frens were there~ but still one same complaint~ the dance floor is too damn crowded! Don told me tat Toni&Guy had a hair show there before i reached, and i juz feel kinda funny~ Initially i wanted to go earlier for the hair show, in the end, decided not to. same industry ma, wat to expect right? my heart still skips a beat~ Amy understands totally how i feel...
I got to know 2 new people tat nite - Jonathan and Nigel... Jonathan juz happens to be next to us all the time we're there, so i talked to him since he's sitting next to me. And Nigel is a fren of a guy whom i know from Momo on Wed nite - name's Alvin. Nigel seems like a really nice guy though...
After Momo, we went for supper at Havelock Road - Teochew Porridge... Kevin said they're robbers coz it's always very expensive to eat there? so amusing~ this kinda food is always this price one ma~
Don and I actually really went jogging this morning as promised!! 1st time i wake up so early juz to go jogging AFTER a clubbing nite~ so proud of myself?! actually, Don had a hard time waking me up i think.. =P we went to West Coast Park for a jog, then had MacDonald's breakfast there. Been some time since i had Mac's breakfast. Last time i went was abt a month back, with EL... we went for a swim after jogging~ so healthy!! LoL~ we act one la, in the end, we were juz dipping in the jacuzzi pool. so much for swimming~ heez! =D
back home and did my chores~ plenty of it to be done ard the house, coz me and mum have been slacking~ juz finished laundry and vacuuming the floor... taking a short break now *griNz*
MSE Reflection Journal due tmr!! i haven't started... hmm~ i feel so lazy eh... ='(
Jordan's my buddy from Singapore Poly days... our friendship started becoz he helped me when i was struggling with my 1st project in DMSE course, under this module called DGVA. I was supposed to do a short video clip using pics and transitions effects, adding a little music and stuff. And i was totally lost... LoL~ and being a kind soul, Jordan helped me... from then on, we had a friendship gng on even though plenty of our peers dun really like him coz of his queerish personality (or so they said). although we seldom hang out together a lot, we remain close friends throughout the years in poly. We can talk abt anything and everything. Nowadays, i only get to see him when he's not in Thailand~ He's serving his NS over there...
After that, we went to Suntec to look for Roland. Roland's my ex-bf from some time back. He's a good-looking egomanic! always saying tat he'll make it BIG in the modelling world someday. hahaha... i wish him good luck!! I introduced the both of them when we were still a couple and they kept in contact even after me and Roland's off... Roland's working at Suntec and since we had nothing to do, we went down to look for him while waiting for Don to meet me for dinner~
i was supposed to be working at nite but the Carlsberg promo was cancelled last min and i was quite mad at them coz the agency informed me quite late. I feel tat it's rather irresponsible of them. Met Don for dinner at Suntec Marché... Dinner was great~ initially i was getting quite impatient coz i waited for some time, but i guess it's a small thing, so after he turned up, i'm ok..
after dinner, was down at Starlight again... not much people there on Friday night. But guess it's fine with me, coz i get to sing more songs without waiting for so long? LoL~ Roland went with me, iaN was there as well. after Starlight, met Chiron for supper at Blk 503 for supper, but in the end i din eat. I was so tired that i slept till 6pm on Sat!!
Woke up juz to prepare to go to Club Momo again~ =P
Went there with Amy and Kevin~ it's been such a long time since i've seen Kevin!! kinda miss the days where we hang out and eat ice-cream with Xiaojun~ ;)
Everything was fun on Sat night.. lots of my frens were there~ but still one same complaint~ the dance floor is too damn crowded! Don told me tat Toni&Guy had a hair show there before i reached, and i juz feel kinda funny~ Initially i wanted to go earlier for the hair show, in the end, decided not to. same industry ma, wat to expect right? my heart still skips a beat~ Amy understands totally how i feel...
I got to know 2 new people tat nite - Jonathan and Nigel... Jonathan juz happens to be next to us all the time we're there, so i talked to him since he's sitting next to me. And Nigel is a fren of a guy whom i know from Momo on Wed nite - name's Alvin. Nigel seems like a really nice guy though...
After Momo, we went for supper at Havelock Road - Teochew Porridge... Kevin said they're robbers coz it's always very expensive to eat there? so amusing~ this kinda food is always this price one ma~
Don and I actually really went jogging this morning as promised!! 1st time i wake up so early juz to go jogging AFTER a clubbing nite~ so proud of myself?! actually, Don had a hard time waking me up i think.. =P we went to West Coast Park for a jog, then had MacDonald's breakfast there. Been some time since i had Mac's breakfast. Last time i went was abt a month back, with EL... we went for a swim after jogging~ so healthy!! LoL~ we act one la, in the end, we were juz dipping in the jacuzzi pool. so much for swimming~ heez! =D
back home and did my chores~ plenty of it to be done ard the house, coz me and mum have been slacking~ juz finished laundry and vacuuming the floor... taking a short break now *griNz*
MSE Reflection Journal due tmr!! i haven't started... hmm~ i feel so lazy eh... ='(
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Club Momo
Went to Club Momo last nite despite all the comments i heard from some of my frens regarding tat place~ And i had a good experience on my 1st time there... *wiNkz*
Club Momo's cool with great music... It's quite spacious with 3 pool tables and a couple of bar counters. i dunno exact number coz i din walk ard much, abt 5 i think... The dance floor's quite crowded all the time though, coz it's quite small~ But luckily Vivien's frens had a table last nite, so we had our private space to dance at. The toilets have sofa inside~ like the club toilets in Melbourne... =)
all night long free flow of housepour for ladies on Wednesday nites... Till 5am! heez... i drank my fill last nite. But the bartenders seem to ignore me after a while, coz i keep asking for drinks?
think it'll be the place to be for the next couple of weeks till i'm sick of it? LoL~ Overall, I like Club Momo!! *griNz*
My SIM frens all left earlier than me... And i din even notice tat some of them left! =( coz i was having so much fun dancing, socialising, and walking ard the club meeting groups of other frens... EL came down to Momo as well, with his frens but his frens all left early and he waited for me. We left ard 3am after Amy's fren came down to fetch her. I'm only worried abt her coz she's gng thru a rough patch recently...
Leaving the club, on the way home, we almost had a car accident, not becoz he was drunk... But becoz he was speeding! hmpff! went into the tunnel too fast and while negotiating the corner, the car skidded. We heard a loud bang on the right side of the car and we thought most prob jialat liao. then he had a hard time trying to get the car back on track. after we stopped and checked the car, amazingly, there were not even scratches... phew~ but i think the rims and wheels alignment shld be affected ba. i dunno for sure though coz i was already in shock...
Luckily both of us were ok. But i was in shock and burst out crying! think i frightened him with my crying~ but he gave me the feeling tat he's more worried abt his car than abt me... and i dun really appreciate tat fact~ =P
Other than the little accident, i enjoyed myself last nite~ Club Momo, anyone?
Club Momo's cool with great music... It's quite spacious with 3 pool tables and a couple of bar counters. i dunno exact number coz i din walk ard much, abt 5 i think... The dance floor's quite crowded all the time though, coz it's quite small~ But luckily Vivien's frens had a table last nite, so we had our private space to dance at. The toilets have sofa inside~ like the club toilets in Melbourne... =)
all night long free flow of housepour for ladies on Wednesday nites... Till 5am! heez... i drank my fill last nite. But the bartenders seem to ignore me after a while, coz i keep asking for drinks?
think it'll be the place to be for the next couple of weeks till i'm sick of it? LoL~ Overall, I like Club Momo!! *griNz*
My SIM frens all left earlier than me... And i din even notice tat some of them left! =( coz i was having so much fun dancing, socialising, and walking ard the club meeting groups of other frens... EL came down to Momo as well, with his frens but his frens all left early and he waited for me. We left ard 3am after Amy's fren came down to fetch her. I'm only worried abt her coz she's gng thru a rough patch recently...
Leaving the club, on the way home, we almost had a car accident, not becoz he was drunk... But becoz he was speeding! hmpff! went into the tunnel too fast and while negotiating the corner, the car skidded. We heard a loud bang on the right side of the car and we thought most prob jialat liao. then he had a hard time trying to get the car back on track. after we stopped and checked the car, amazingly, there were not even scratches... phew~ but i think the rims and wheels alignment shld be affected ba. i dunno for sure though coz i was already in shock...
Luckily both of us were ok. But i was in shock and burst out crying! think i frightened him with my crying~ but he gave me the feeling tat he's more worried abt his car than abt me... and i dun really appreciate tat fact~ =P
Other than the little accident, i enjoyed myself last nite~ Club Momo, anyone?
BeautifulPeople.Net
yesterday morning, i went to this interview at Amoy St with this company called FulFord Public Relations. My fren, Shirley introduced me this promoter job - it is to promote a website for Beautiful People It's quite an interesting concept actually.
This website is a place for beautiful people to network. It is exclusive to beautiful people ONLY... Who decides who will be in this exclusive "club"?? They are the members themselves. Being beautiful themselves and already gained access to the club, they will get to vote each new applicant and eventually the votes will tell whether the applicant is consider beautiful and fit to join this exclusive club... a very daring and controversial idea!
But i personally feel that once they start to charge, it's juz be another online community site tat will eventually fail... Singapore's community is too small to form this kinda exclusive club. The culture is not like Denmark, UK and US. Over here, the beautiful people are already friends, and they mostly all hang out at Velvet Underground already~ who needs to network further using a website?!?! =P
If these next few weeks, someone walk over to you and pass you the card above tat says "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. But are you prepare to put it to the test?" It's most probably me or my colleagues~ pls take the card and be gracious abt the compliment tat we're giving you, coz we're told to be very selective and only beautiful people gets the card. LoL~
i wonder if i'm not working for this website, will they actually pass me this card on the streets? hmmm.... i'll definitely join the website and see whether i'll be voted in, or kicked out~ hahahahahaha!!
later in the evening i'll be working for this job from 7pm - 10pm... Hope it'll be fun coz now i have the perfect excuse to walk up to good-looking guys and talk to them~ muahaahaa~!!
This website is a place for beautiful people to network. It is exclusive to beautiful people ONLY... Who decides who will be in this exclusive "club"?? They are the members themselves. Being beautiful themselves and already gained access to the club, they will get to vote each new applicant and eventually the votes will tell whether the applicant is consider beautiful and fit to join this exclusive club... a very daring and controversial idea!
But i personally feel that once they start to charge, it's juz be another online community site tat will eventually fail... Singapore's community is too small to form this kinda exclusive club. The culture is not like Denmark, UK and US. Over here, the beautiful people are already friends, and they mostly all hang out at Velvet Underground already~ who needs to network further using a website?!?! =P
If these next few weeks, someone walk over to you and pass you the card above tat says "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. But are you prepare to put it to the test?" It's most probably me or my colleagues~ pls take the card and be gracious abt the compliment tat we're giving you, coz we're told to be very selective and only beautiful people gets the card. LoL~
i wonder if i'm not working for this website, will they actually pass me this card on the streets? hmmm.... i'll definitely join the website and see whether i'll be voted in, or kicked out~ hahahahahaha!!
later in the evening i'll be working for this job from 7pm - 10pm... Hope it'll be fun coz now i have the perfect excuse to walk up to good-looking guys and talk to them~ muahaahaa~!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
wat a day~! wat an idiot~!
I woke up intending to meet Anthony for a swim today only to be greeted by the dark clouds and raindrops outside my windows. Sigh~ so no swimming for me, and back to bed. in the end, got a phone call from my god-bro, Desmond to go town and hangout and chill... he promised lunch and dinner on him! muahahaa~
we went to Sakae Sushi for lunch and was walking ard town juz killing time, when i decided i wanna catch a movie! we caught Fantastic Four!! and it's a really great show~
Johnny Storm is simply gorgeous~!! *droolz*
His character - Human Torch is my fav in this show~ snap snap fingers can produce fire! can fly ard and show off... sounds like my kinda thing~ LoL!!
Invisible Girl is damn cool as well, so i dun mind being her and having her powers coz her powers are the same as my fav character - Violet, in The Incredibles~
after the movie, we went to one of my fav restaurants - Din Tai Feng to have dinner~ a very very late dinner! haahaa~ i thot of wat Don told me, Din Tai Fung is actually under the same boss as BreadTalk...
Once, me and WT went to Din Tai Feng and he said the same thing~ i thot he was bluffing at tat time! I remembered telling him, the concept of Din Tai Fung's open kitchen is the same as BreadTalk, i wonder whether the boss copied the concept from BreadTalk. And WT said, they're using the same flour as BreadTalk~ I asked him how he know, he still say, coz BreadTalk and Din Tai Fung's boss are good frens~ duhz!! i was taken in for a moment! hmmm... now thinking back, i still dunno whether he really know tat BreadTalk and Din Tai Feng have the same boss~
After all tat, he came home with me and collected some installation CDs and i went to his house to help him fixed his computer... very very last min~ and very very late alr actually.. And i tried until 2am but i still can't get all his virus out coz 364 files infected! =x i think Desmond surf too much porn la~ LoL! j/k... He was on the phone with his fren the whole time i was there~ and he seems to be under a lot of stress coz of tat girl... hao ke lian!
i'm under a lot of stress as well, coz a fren's gf called me tonite! sigh~ I got this nauseous feeling when i heard, "i'm XXX's gf" i had this great sense of déjà vu~ why am i always in this kinda shitty situation~ not once, not twice! it's a lot of times!!!!
is it my character? i only treat guys as FRIENDS... get the facts right ok! if i go out with a guy, i treat him as a fren, if he wanna think otherwise, then dun go out with me!! i believe in plainly platonic friendship between guys and girls. Like the friendship between me and my buddy, Anthony and my god-bro, Desmond etc... so, i see nothing wrong with going out with guys BUT i hate it when they say they like me and then cannot take rejection well... Then it spoils the friendship!!! And make me feel tat i'm not worth being a fren with, only some target to be pursued!!
my fren actually went to tell the gf tat he likes me... *i'm gonna faint!* Now it appears as if i go into their relationship intentionally. first qns she asked me is, "do you know wat you have done?" FUCK! pls! get ur facts right! i NEVER EVER did the pursuing AND i kept saying "NO!" to him already lor, so it's got nothing to do with my choice~ it's HIS choice tat he likes me! i got no control over this as well... after what i've juz been through, who in the right mind will wanna be tangled in this kinda web of deception AGAIN?!?! use ur brain can~!!!
Leave me outta this shit alright~ i've got more than enough worries and troubles on my mind already... i'm so fucking angry, coz i hate it when others accused me! if you cannot control ur bf, pls dun accuse others of snatching him away~ if he loves you tat much, he won't stray~ duhz!! put him on a lease~!!
still very angry tat all this is happening AGAIN!!!! arrgghhh!!!
we went to Sakae Sushi for lunch and was walking ard town juz killing time, when i decided i wanna catch a movie! we caught Fantastic Four!! and it's a really great show~
Johnny Storm is simply gorgeous~!! *droolz*
His character - Human Torch is my fav in this show~ snap snap fingers can produce fire! can fly ard and show off... sounds like my kinda thing~ LoL!!
Invisible Girl is damn cool as well, so i dun mind being her and having her powers coz her powers are the same as my fav character - Violet, in The Incredibles~
after the movie, we went to one of my fav restaurants - Din Tai Feng to have dinner~ a very very late dinner! haahaa~ i thot of wat Don told me, Din Tai Fung is actually under the same boss as BreadTalk...
Once, me and WT went to Din Tai Feng and he said the same thing~ i thot he was bluffing at tat time! I remembered telling him, the concept of Din Tai Fung's open kitchen is the same as BreadTalk, i wonder whether the boss copied the concept from BreadTalk. And WT said, they're using the same flour as BreadTalk~ I asked him how he know, he still say, coz BreadTalk and Din Tai Fung's boss are good frens~ duhz!! i was taken in for a moment! hmmm... now thinking back, i still dunno whether he really know tat BreadTalk and Din Tai Feng have the same boss~
After all tat, he came home with me and collected some installation CDs and i went to his house to help him fixed his computer... very very last min~ and very very late alr actually.. And i tried until 2am but i still can't get all his virus out coz 364 files infected! =x i think Desmond surf too much porn la~ LoL! j/k... He was on the phone with his fren the whole time i was there~ and he seems to be under a lot of stress coz of tat girl... hao ke lian!
i'm under a lot of stress as well, coz a fren's gf called me tonite! sigh~ I got this nauseous feeling when i heard, "i'm XXX's gf" i had this great sense of déjà vu~ why am i always in this kinda shitty situation~ not once, not twice! it's a lot of times!!!!
is it my character? i only treat guys as FRIENDS... get the facts right ok! if i go out with a guy, i treat him as a fren, if he wanna think otherwise, then dun go out with me!! i believe in plainly platonic friendship between guys and girls. Like the friendship between me and my buddy, Anthony and my god-bro, Desmond etc... so, i see nothing wrong with going out with guys BUT i hate it when they say they like me and then cannot take rejection well... Then it spoils the friendship!!! And make me feel tat i'm not worth being a fren with, only some target to be pursued!!
my fren actually went to tell the gf tat he likes me... *i'm gonna faint!* Now it appears as if i go into their relationship intentionally. first qns she asked me is, "do you know wat you have done?" FUCK! pls! get ur facts right! i NEVER EVER did the pursuing AND i kept saying "NO!" to him already lor, so it's got nothing to do with my choice~ it's HIS choice tat he likes me! i got no control over this as well... after what i've juz been through, who in the right mind will wanna be tangled in this kinda web of deception AGAIN?!?! use ur brain can~!!!
Leave me outta this shit alright~ i've got more than enough worries and troubles on my mind already... i'm so fucking angry, coz i hate it when others accused me! if you cannot control ur bf, pls dun accuse others of snatching him away~ if he loves you tat much, he won't stray~ duhz!! put him on a lease~!!
still very angry tat all this is happening AGAIN!!!! arrgghhh!!!
Monday, July 11, 2005
constant companionship
i visited my fren's dad in NUH last nite. He got stroke and was semi-conscious when i visited him. It's really sad to see him like tat. Makes me realised life is so so fragile... and tat there's lots more to life than wat i'm gng thru...
i had lunch with EL today at Clementi and then he sent me to sch for lecture. Although i reached there on time, which is RARE~ i sat outside after the break till the lecture ends with my frens, juz chatting... we were happily chit chatting and planning our get-together party on wed nite~ We intended to go to Club Momo after having dinner together @ Fish & Co, Dhoby Ghaut branch, the one next to Park Mall with a huge LOVE structure in front of it... i wonder if all of them will turn up or someone will last min be pilot and "fly aeroplane"... hahaha~
i missed being in their company~ when i was in Melbourne, we were all hanging out together everyday~ there was so much fun and laughter... constant companionship~ we became from acquaintance/lecture mates to fast-bonding FRIENDS~ in the short 3 weeks of staying together and hanging out everyday, we learnt abt each others' personality, emotions, temper and weird habits etc... we learnt how to tackle each other when there's tension and we became quite tuned to each others' feelings and emotions... which is GOOD, considering tat it's our last semester alr. Soon, we'll be parting and, meeting up only once a while, coz we'll be busy with our own lives. So we gotta arrange more of this kinda outings before graduation!
Juz like me and my poly girl-frens.. I always miss them~ But getting everyone to come out is always so hard to arrange, coz of our schedule... Hope we'll have a get-together real soon~ it's been a long time since we have dinner together GIRLS!
i had lunch with EL today at Clementi and then he sent me to sch for lecture. Although i reached there on time, which is RARE~ i sat outside after the break till the lecture ends with my frens, juz chatting... we were happily chit chatting and planning our get-together party on wed nite~ We intended to go to Club Momo after having dinner together @ Fish & Co, Dhoby Ghaut branch, the one next to Park Mall with a huge LOVE structure in front of it... i wonder if all of them will turn up or someone will last min be pilot and "fly aeroplane"... hahaha~
i missed being in their company~ when i was in Melbourne, we were all hanging out together everyday~ there was so much fun and laughter... constant companionship~ we became from acquaintance/lecture mates to fast-bonding FRIENDS~ in the short 3 weeks of staying together and hanging out everyday, we learnt abt each others' personality, emotions, temper and weird habits etc... we learnt how to tackle each other when there's tension and we became quite tuned to each others' feelings and emotions... which is GOOD, considering tat it's our last semester alr. Soon, we'll be parting and, meeting up only once a while, coz we'll be busy with our own lives. So we gotta arrange more of this kinda outings before graduation!
Juz like me and my poly girl-frens.. I always miss them~ But getting everyone to come out is always so hard to arrange, coz of our schedule... Hope we'll have a get-together real soon~ it's been a long time since we have dinner together GIRLS!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I need the time... =)
late again today~ for sch i mean... I was too tired from last nite and woke up late again. i think i'm getting old, coz i can't take long hours well now. i juz get so so tired by the end of the day. last semester, i can go without sleep coz of sch and work for days, and only sleep during the one or two free days tat i scheduled myself PER MONTH~ =/ Now, one long day, and i already feel so exhausted..
today's lecture is really stressful. we have to come up with our main research theme and questions for our DPP2 project and get the "contract" signed by the lecturer by the end of the day. And we haven't even discussed at all plus i reached sch late~ my fren, Amy who's in the same group as me, looked so stressed out when i arrived in sch... coz our fren, Vivien the 3rd member, was not in sch, coz she have swollen eyes~ hao ke lian... so she's ALL ALONE till i arrived, her look is priceless~ But luckily, we managed to get everything sorted out between both our brains in a short time. The contract was signed and mission accomplished~ yeah!
During my lunch break, i received this msg from a lady named Rachel, and her start of the msg is "Hi this is Rachel from Next Salon recommended by WT"... and i drop tears immediately. HA~ it's interesting even to myself why the tears came. [1] it's the first time since we no longer contact each other tat i even hear or see his name in full from anyone [2] he told me once tat only he will do my hair for me and no one else, so he won't allow his fellow stylist frens to cut my hair.. (and i did find it special in a cute way back then) So the fact tat he passed my number to some other stylist, it means it's no longer special... [3] i really do miss him tat much.
i know the story between us is history a long time back already and time will heal every kinda wounds... I believe no matter wat everyone tell me or advice me to do, i will need the time to really forget this person. i will definitely be upset for a while, coz i do love him in my own way, and he does affect me... after every failed relationship, it's normal to take some time to let oneself forget and carry on. Right? Who don't anyway? unless tat person dun really wanna be in tat relationship in the 1st place, then they'll find another person and get attached after a few days - "juz to be in a relationship", right? tat's wat i think~ some pple break up from even shorter relationships and "grieve" for even a longer time...
My frens tell me tat eventually i'll find someone better. And based on my character and maybe looks as well, i'll always have lotsa other guys going after me. I believe in tat too... And who knows, my soulmate might already be near me?! haahaa~ Life goes on, lectures continue, assignments need to be handed in, work goes on as well... but right now, WT still stands a huge place in my heart and in my memories. But life goes on for me... Time will help~ Juz like 2.5yrs back, YM stands a huge place in my heart for the longest time. And till now, he's always still in my memory~
after sch, i went to Clementi MacDonald's to have dinner ALL ALONE~ haahaa... coz my reporting location was Clementi Partyworld @ 630pm, so i went to grab a quick bite and went upstairs to report for work. today's work is very very relaxing, coz Partyworld dun have much customers drinking beer actually. We are basically juz walking along the corridors and popping our heads into the rooms once in a while... Went to Clementi branch - Bishan branch - Chinatown branch and last stop Orchard branch. Roving is more relaxing coz we get driven ard, and a lot of time is wasted travelling in the car and stuck in traffic jams, and still get paid~ =P But of coz, when we're at the location, we worked hard k... juz tat some locations, we juz cannot do much sales. Everyone knows tat when we go KTV, we seldom order a lot of beer~ most of the customers are non-drinkers... So was a bit tough~
after work, i was walking to Somerset MRT station when i decided to sit down on one of the stone benches along the way to find my handphones in my bag~ (i have a really huge bag) And i was actually sitting beside this "auntie" dressed sexily... In the midst of my frantic search for my handphones, i heard her "chase" up to an angmoh and ask "you want young lady, sir?" i was totally freaked out and immediately stand up and rush off... i din know she's conducting "business" along the streets~ i dunno why but i felt embarrassed... =P
took the train home and on the way, i was reading my novel and giggling to myself (coz of the book), and the people sitting in front of me muz be thinking i'm CRAZY~
I reached home pretty early today (12.05am), and intend to sleep early. beginning to worry abt my MSE Reflection Journal assignment~ sigh! maybe i'll start tmr since i got nothing to do tmr... i wanna sleep in LATE and get my rest! Finally... *smiLez*
today's lecture is really stressful. we have to come up with our main research theme and questions for our DPP2 project and get the "contract" signed by the lecturer by the end of the day. And we haven't even discussed at all plus i reached sch late~ my fren, Amy who's in the same group as me, looked so stressed out when i arrived in sch... coz our fren, Vivien the 3rd member, was not in sch, coz she have swollen eyes~ hao ke lian... so she's ALL ALONE till i arrived, her look is priceless~ But luckily, we managed to get everything sorted out between both our brains in a short time. The contract was signed and mission accomplished~ yeah!
During my lunch break, i received this msg from a lady named Rachel, and her start of the msg is "Hi this is Rachel from Next Salon recommended by WT"... and i drop tears immediately. HA~ it's interesting even to myself why the tears came. [1] it's the first time since we no longer contact each other tat i even hear or see his name in full from anyone [2] he told me once tat only he will do my hair for me and no one else, so he won't allow his fellow stylist frens to cut my hair.. (and i did find it special in a cute way back then) So the fact tat he passed my number to some other stylist, it means it's no longer special... [3] i really do miss him tat much.
i know the story between us is history a long time back already and time will heal every kinda wounds... I believe no matter wat everyone tell me or advice me to do, i will need the time to really forget this person. i will definitely be upset for a while, coz i do love him in my own way, and he does affect me... after every failed relationship, it's normal to take some time to let oneself forget and carry on. Right? Who don't anyway? unless tat person dun really wanna be in tat relationship in the 1st place, then they'll find another person and get attached after a few days - "juz to be in a relationship", right? tat's wat i think~ some pple break up from even shorter relationships and "grieve" for even a longer time...
My frens tell me tat eventually i'll find someone better. And based on my character and maybe looks as well, i'll always have lotsa other guys going after me. I believe in tat too... And who knows, my soulmate might already be near me?! haahaa~ Life goes on, lectures continue, assignments need to be handed in, work goes on as well... but right now, WT still stands a huge place in my heart and in my memories. But life goes on for me... Time will help~ Juz like 2.5yrs back, YM stands a huge place in my heart for the longest time. And till now, he's always still in my memory~
after sch, i went to Clementi MacDonald's to have dinner ALL ALONE~ haahaa... coz my reporting location was Clementi Partyworld @ 630pm, so i went to grab a quick bite and went upstairs to report for work. today's work is very very relaxing, coz Partyworld dun have much customers drinking beer actually. We are basically juz walking along the corridors and popping our heads into the rooms once in a while... Went to Clementi branch - Bishan branch - Chinatown branch and last stop Orchard branch. Roving is more relaxing coz we get driven ard, and a lot of time is wasted travelling in the car and stuck in traffic jams, and still get paid~ =P But of coz, when we're at the location, we worked hard k... juz tat some locations, we juz cannot do much sales. Everyone knows tat when we go KTV, we seldom order a lot of beer~ most of the customers are non-drinkers... So was a bit tough~
after work, i was walking to Somerset MRT station when i decided to sit down on one of the stone benches along the way to find my handphones in my bag~ (i have a really huge bag) And i was actually sitting beside this "auntie" dressed sexily... In the midst of my frantic search for my handphones, i heard her "chase" up to an angmoh and ask "you want young lady, sir?" i was totally freaked out and immediately stand up and rush off... i din know she's conducting "business" along the streets~ i dunno why but i felt embarrassed... =P
took the train home and on the way, i was reading my novel and giggling to myself (coz of the book), and the people sitting in front of me muz be thinking i'm CRAZY~
I reached home pretty early today (12.05am), and intend to sleep early. beginning to worry abt my MSE Reflection Journal assignment~ sigh! maybe i'll start tmr since i got nothing to do tmr... i wanna sleep in LATE and get my rest! Finally... *smiLez*
Saturday, July 09, 2005
school started.. work as well
Finally school started, and work started together with school as well~ my frens were commenting tat since i dun really need the money, perhaps i shld take a break from work coz they're worried abt me. But i guessed, i feel the responsibility to work and earn more instead of staying home and be a bummer... afterall, savings will deplete very fast if i dun work~ i feel tat i've rested enough and i do wanna earn back the thousand dollars tat flew away coz i can't work for THAT particular 4 days...
1st day of school (yesterday) was a typical 1st day for me... i woke up LATE (1030am instead of 8am) even though i had 3 frens calling me and 2 of them actually called twice~ 对,我是猪... haahaa! i reached during break time, and i reach on time to go in during the break ONLY becoz EL drove me to school, else i think i'll reached during lunch time instead... my frens in sch ain't surprised.. they were more surprised tat i actually turn up for lecture~ LoL! maybe tat's how bad my record was for lecture attendance.
after a full day of class, i'm really feeling groggy from too much info.. I hate DPP's workshop, coz they always repeat themselves over and over again, nagging and nagging non stop over the same issue.. sigh~ BAD MANAGEMENT?!?! =P
after class, i went to town with the agenda to buy a pair of black heeled court shoes for my Carlsberg Promo job~ I managed to get the job and worked tonite and will be working tmr nite as well... after choosing the court shoes from Heatwave, a store in Far East Plaza, the salesgirl tempted me to buy another pair by saying, "$4 off the next item" with a big bright smile~ *sob sob* I was so easily influenced and i bought another pair of white heels... muahahaha!
after buying the shoes, i walked ard a little more and bought a white cardigan, the exact same design as my purple one... coz i like the cutting ma! waste of money actually, coz i seriously dun need another white cardigan~ =/ BUT it's on sale ma~ so tat makes it a good buy, since i like the cutting... right?! *smuG*
after "shopping", i still had time on hand before my dinner appt with Willy, a fren i know from IT Show 2004 @ Suntec Convention Hall when i was working for Creative Zen Mirco. I din expect my shoppin to be done so fast actually. So i went to Raffles City to look for my fren, Celia who is working there, in order to kill tat 1.5hr in between. Cafe Cartel for dinner, and had a chat with him, coz haven't seen him for a long while... more than 4 months i think~
after dinner, we went to Balaclava to look for my frens, Mexz and Benson. They jio me go chill and drink~ promising an early nite, so i went.. we had a great time there! Balaclava's still my fav place to chill... Mexz took the WT's photo tat i kept in my wallet all the time. he said i shouldn't be still keeping tat pic in my wallet, even though i said i never take it out and see ma.. i thot he was joking when he confiscated tat photo, but in the end, he really never return it to me~ hmmm... we all headed home ard 1130pm, which is really early actually. But it's a good choice, coz i got class in the morning...
after Balaclava last nite, i had the horrible experience of almost blacking out in the toilet when i'm home.. till now, i dunno wat caused it. I was removing my makeup halfway in the toilet when i feel very very dizzy and everything juz spin ard me. i almost juz collapsed onto the ground. Everything juz blurred all of a sudden and i could feel myself losing conscious. But i "control" enough to allow myself to at least sit down slowly, instead of falling straight down. after sitting down and leaning against the wall for the longest time, (i seriously can't remember how long,) finally someone walked to the toilet and i managed to get "rescued" by my family member.. i couldn't even walked to my room, and i need to be carried. i know i'm not drunk coz i only had one and a half pint of Stella. i juz dunno what caused it...
today, i was still late for school. But earlier a bit la... i reached at 10am! but class suppose to start at 930am la. i was still feeling dizzy this morning actually so i kinda lie my head down all the way during lecture... coz everytime i move my head, the world spins. luckily, i feel much better by lunch time.
after another tiring and taxing full day class, i went to town to meet my god-bro, Desmond for dinner. We had Mos Burger and chat a little. he seems to be pretty troubled these days as well. After tat, i reported for work at Hard Rock Cafe~ it's the 1st time i do the "private jet contest" promo for them. We wore "stewardess" uniform which is green in colour~ Carlsberg's colours... personally, i think the uniform is quite nice actually~ we ran 4 places tonite - Hard Rock Cafe, Wisma IndoChine, Shanghai Disco (which is last time's Canto) and Emerald Hill's pubs. i prefer to do roving coz most of the time, we'll be travelling ard in the car, so got time to relax~ *griNz*
after knocking off, Don came to give me a ride home. But we went for porridge at Havelock Rd 1st, coz both of us were starving.. And i juz have to write everything down before i go Zzz... good nitez! ;)
1st day of school (yesterday) was a typical 1st day for me... i woke up LATE (1030am instead of 8am) even though i had 3 frens calling me and 2 of them actually called twice~ 对,我是猪... haahaa! i reached during break time, and i reach on time to go in during the break ONLY becoz EL drove me to school, else i think i'll reached during lunch time instead... my frens in sch ain't surprised.. they were more surprised tat i actually turn up for lecture~ LoL! maybe tat's how bad my record was for lecture attendance.
after a full day of class, i'm really feeling groggy from too much info.. I hate DPP's workshop, coz they always repeat themselves over and over again, nagging and nagging non stop over the same issue.. sigh~ BAD MANAGEMENT?!?! =P
after class, i went to town with the agenda to buy a pair of black heeled court shoes for my Carlsberg Promo job~ I managed to get the job and worked tonite and will be working tmr nite as well... after choosing the court shoes from Heatwave, a store in Far East Plaza, the salesgirl tempted me to buy another pair by saying, "$4 off the next item" with a big bright smile~ *sob sob* I was so easily influenced and i bought another pair of white heels... muahahaha!
after buying the shoes, i walked ard a little more and bought a white cardigan, the exact same design as my purple one... coz i like the cutting ma! waste of money actually, coz i seriously dun need another white cardigan~ =/ BUT it's on sale ma~ so tat makes it a good buy, since i like the cutting... right?! *smuG*
after "shopping", i still had time on hand before my dinner appt with Willy, a fren i know from IT Show 2004 @ Suntec Convention Hall when i was working for Creative Zen Mirco. I din expect my shoppin to be done so fast actually. So i went to Raffles City to look for my fren, Celia who is working there, in order to kill tat 1.5hr in between. Cafe Cartel for dinner, and had a chat with him, coz haven't seen him for a long while... more than 4 months i think~
after dinner, we went to Balaclava to look for my frens, Mexz and Benson. They jio me go chill and drink~ promising an early nite, so i went.. we had a great time there! Balaclava's still my fav place to chill... Mexz took the WT's photo tat i kept in my wallet all the time. he said i shouldn't be still keeping tat pic in my wallet, even though i said i never take it out and see ma.. i thot he was joking when he confiscated tat photo, but in the end, he really never return it to me~ hmmm... we all headed home ard 1130pm, which is really early actually. But it's a good choice, coz i got class in the morning...
after Balaclava last nite, i had the horrible experience of almost blacking out in the toilet when i'm home.. till now, i dunno wat caused it. I was removing my makeup halfway in the toilet when i feel very very dizzy and everything juz spin ard me. i almost juz collapsed onto the ground. Everything juz blurred all of a sudden and i could feel myself losing conscious. But i "control" enough to allow myself to at least sit down slowly, instead of falling straight down. after sitting down and leaning against the wall for the longest time, (i seriously can't remember how long,) finally someone walked to the toilet and i managed to get "rescued" by my family member.. i couldn't even walked to my room, and i need to be carried. i know i'm not drunk coz i only had one and a half pint of Stella. i juz dunno what caused it...
today, i was still late for school. But earlier a bit la... i reached at 10am! but class suppose to start at 930am la. i was still feeling dizzy this morning actually so i kinda lie my head down all the way during lecture... coz everytime i move my head, the world spins. luckily, i feel much better by lunch time.
after another tiring and taxing full day class, i went to town to meet my god-bro, Desmond for dinner. We had Mos Burger and chat a little. he seems to be pretty troubled these days as well. After tat, i reported for work at Hard Rock Cafe~ it's the 1st time i do the "private jet contest" promo for them. We wore "stewardess" uniform which is green in colour~ Carlsberg's colours... personally, i think the uniform is quite nice actually~ we ran 4 places tonite - Hard Rock Cafe, Wisma IndoChine, Shanghai Disco (which is last time's Canto) and Emerald Hill's pubs. i prefer to do roving coz most of the time, we'll be travelling ard in the car, so got time to relax~ *griNz*
after knocking off, Don came to give me a ride home. But we went for porridge at Havelock Rd 1st, coz both of us were starving.. And i juz have to write everything down before i go Zzz... good nitez! ;)
Thursday, July 07, 2005
To WT: Happiness
i bought a card from Gold Coast Dream World... it's like a motivational card. When i see it, i was thinking of WT. That was when he already started avoiding me by not returning my msgs and not picking up my calls... At tat time, i only wished he found Happiness.
And so, i bought the card even though i feel tat a single card like tat priced at AUD3.90 is a little ridiculous... But i juz find the words so touching.
And so, dedicated to WT...
And so, i bought the card even though i feel tat a single card like tat priced at AUD3.90 is a little ridiculous... But i juz find the words so touching.
And so, dedicated to WT...
Happiness
May you have enough happiness
to keep you smiling
Enough trials to keep you strong
Enough sorrow to keep you human
Enough hope to keep you happy
Enough failure to keep you humble
Enough success to keep you eager
Enough friends to give you comfort
Enough enthusiam to look forward
Enough faith to banish depression
Enough determination to
make each day better than yesterday
May you have enough happiness
to keep you smiling
Enough trials to keep you strong
Enough sorrow to keep you human
Enough hope to keep you happy
Enough failure to keep you humble
Enough success to keep you eager
Enough friends to give you comfort
Enough enthusiam to look forward
Enough faith to banish depression
Enough determination to
make each day better than yesterday
Sing till we drop
it's actually a fren's birthday today~ his name is Roland~ and i wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may all your wishes come true~! *muaCkz*
i went to KBOX with Anthony today~ initially, we intend to sing from 11am to 2pm. In the end, the waiter asked whether we wanna extend and sing till 7pm and they'll only charge for one person. And so, we extended! LoL~ we sang till 6pm, which is 7 hours straight! there's only 2 of us... Sing till i'm so sick of singing now~
i'm actually looking for this song by Jay Chou but i forgot the title... The MTV is abt this genie in his mobile phone who suggested to him how to make his gf who is angry with him, to forgive him, by taking silly pictures and sending it to her mobile... Then in the end, after getting back together with his gf, he still carry on taking pics, but sending it to the genie instead... how ar? anyone knows? the last time i saw it, was during a KBOX session with Jeffy, which is a long long time ago~ Towards the end of the session, Anthony and me tried to find it by choosing all the Jay Chou's songs... But we still cannot find it! kinda frustrating and disappointing~
after singing, Anthony gave me a ride to Cityhall to meet Celia for dinner... in the end, we travelled to West Mall to eat instead. West Mall reminds me of EL, coz juz recently we went there together to eat and i bought a korean serial drama VCDs called <<大长今>> for my mum.
had a good catching up session with Celia, talking abt everything yet like nothing. juz typical girls talk really~ after dinner, i headed home, intending to have an early nite.. In the end, EL appeared under my block, giving me a surprise~ ;D So i went downstairs, sat in his car and chit chat... another talk abt everything, but yet nothing session..
i like being in EL's company, coz like me, he can talk a lot of rubbish... "有的讲,才有的笑"~ meaning, "when there's chatter, then there's laughter" I cannot stand being with someone who [1]only talks abt himself [2]always only make fun of others [3]DUN TALK and juz act cool...
EL gives me a comfortable feeling, like I've known him for a long time, when in actual fact, we know each other for only a very short time... we almost never have an awkward moment when we're hangin out together. *griNz*
school's gonna start tmr~ i got this terrible feeling tat i'll definitely be late. i've mention to 3 of my frens to give me a morning call at 8am.. i wonder if i can make it on time for lecture on the 1st day~ haahaa! Start of school with 3 full days of workshop for DPP2 scheduled right in the beginning... i think i will concuss with too much info jammed into my brain~ see how it goes tmr ba... =
i went to KBOX with Anthony today~ initially, we intend to sing from 11am to 2pm. In the end, the waiter asked whether we wanna extend and sing till 7pm and they'll only charge for one person. And so, we extended! LoL~ we sang till 6pm, which is 7 hours straight! there's only 2 of us... Sing till i'm so sick of singing now~
i'm actually looking for this song by Jay Chou but i forgot the title... The MTV is abt this genie in his mobile phone who suggested to him how to make his gf who is angry with him, to forgive him, by taking silly pictures and sending it to her mobile... Then in the end, after getting back together with his gf, he still carry on taking pics, but sending it to the genie instead... how ar? anyone knows? the last time i saw it, was during a KBOX session with Jeffy, which is a long long time ago~ Towards the end of the session, Anthony and me tried to find it by choosing all the Jay Chou's songs... But we still cannot find it! kinda frustrating and disappointing~
after singing, Anthony gave me a ride to Cityhall to meet Celia for dinner... in the end, we travelled to West Mall to eat instead. West Mall reminds me of EL, coz juz recently we went there together to eat and i bought a korean serial drama VCDs called <<大长今>> for my mum.
had a good catching up session with Celia, talking abt everything yet like nothing. juz typical girls talk really~ after dinner, i headed home, intending to have an early nite.. In the end, EL appeared under my block, giving me a surprise~ ;D So i went downstairs, sat in his car and chit chat... another talk abt everything, but yet nothing session..
i like being in EL's company, coz like me, he can talk a lot of rubbish... "有的讲,才有的笑"~ meaning, "when there's chatter, then there's laughter" I cannot stand being with someone who [1]only talks abt himself [2]always only make fun of others [3]DUN TALK and juz act cool...
EL gives me a comfortable feeling, like I've known him for a long time, when in actual fact, we know each other for only a very short time... we almost never have an awkward moment when we're hangin out together. *griNz*
school's gonna start tmr~ i got this terrible feeling tat i'll definitely be late. i've mention to 3 of my frens to give me a morning call at 8am.. i wonder if i can make it on time for lecture on the 1st day~ haahaa! Start of school with 3 full days of workshop for DPP2 scheduled right in the beginning... i think i will concuss with too much info jammed into my brain~ see how it goes tmr ba... =
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
no idea wat to write as title?
I still have nothing much to do everyday.. sch is not starting yet~ another 2 more days of boredom for me? I went swimming (again...) with EL. last min decision! woke up coz he called and i suggested swimming coz he said he have some free time and he dun feel like working~ LoL... i've never met anyone with so much "free" time when it's time to be working... ;P
I swam 20 laps~ proud of my accomplishment k! even though it's not a lot, i was alr panting like mad... becoz i've been lazy~ these days, trips to the pool are for sunbathing, therefore i'm becoming more and more flabby. =P
i swam and swam today coz i have a lot of stuff clogging up my mind. Going to the pool makes me think of WT actually and i still miss him. it's been some time now, yet i still feel weird and there are still times where i feel like picking up the phone and msg-ing him. And then i'll juz feel so incredibly stupid and place my phone down. alright... i shall stop b4 i cry again...
my buddy, Anthony also turn up at the pool and he swam a little... and i really mean a little ONLY! then he SLACK~ LoL! EL left early and went back to work. Ant and I suntan till 3pm then went to have KFC. kaoz~ effort wasted for swimming.. shld have juz lie there and BBQ myself.
Anthony told me tat he wrote something for me on his blog and told me to go read it. it's titled, "The Angel, The Star and a Promise" i read it and i cried. sigh~ Ant always write stuff tat touched me deeply... :')
i'm kinda disappointed in myself coz i've been wasting $11 every time to feed my newfound habit. And there i was telling my frens in Melbourne, i will not get hooked.. But then again, i haven't find the determination yet, coz i'm still pretty tensed up. Maybe when i'm totally ok, and feel the tension in me no longer there. I will stop the $11 habit~ ;)
EL came over to my place, and my elder bro kinda taught him how to use his O2 mini.. tat was not the plan actually, he was juz here to visit and accompany ME. And also to use my handphone memory card reader to load songs into his O2 mini...
i've been thinking abt sch reopenin and the amount of sch work tat i need to complete but almost forgotten.. sigh~ hope everything will work out juz fine for me.. hope tat i'll find peace and do my work.. arrgghhh~~
我好烦！！！
I swam 20 laps~ proud of my accomplishment k! even though it's not a lot, i was alr panting like mad... becoz i've been lazy~ these days, trips to the pool are for sunbathing, therefore i'm becoming more and more flabby. =P
i swam and swam today coz i have a lot of stuff clogging up my mind. Going to the pool makes me think of WT actually and i still miss him. it's been some time now, yet i still feel weird and there are still times where i feel like picking up the phone and msg-ing him. And then i'll juz feel so incredibly stupid and place my phone down. alright... i shall stop b4 i cry again...
my buddy, Anthony also turn up at the pool and he swam a little... and i really mean a little ONLY! then he SLACK~ LoL! EL left early and went back to work. Ant and I suntan till 3pm then went to have KFC. kaoz~ effort wasted for swimming.. shld have juz lie there and BBQ myself.
Anthony told me tat he wrote something for me on his blog and told me to go read it. it's titled, "The Angel, The Star and a Promise" i read it and i cried. sigh~ Ant always write stuff tat touched me deeply... :')
i'm kinda disappointed in myself coz i've been wasting $11 every time to feed my newfound habit. And there i was telling my frens in Melbourne, i will not get hooked.. But then again, i haven't find the determination yet, coz i'm still pretty tensed up. Maybe when i'm totally ok, and feel the tension in me no longer there. I will stop the $11 habit~ ;)
EL came over to my place, and my elder bro kinda taught him how to use his O2 mini.. tat was not the plan actually, he was juz here to visit and accompany ME. And also to use my handphone memory card reader to load songs into his O2 mini...
i've been thinking abt sch reopenin and the amount of sch work tat i need to complete but almost forgotten.. sigh~ hope everything will work out juz fine for me.. hope tat i'll find peace and do my work.. arrgghhh~~
我好烦！！！
Who reads?!
i went to have supper with Anthony.. Was complaining to him tat my gastric is working up again. Sigh~ in the end, i can't eat anything except drink Milo~ the feeling sucks big time.. how can i make myself feel better huh?
after the supper session with Anthony, i came home and went online.. looking at my own blog, i feel kinda weird. nowadays, i dun post my stuff up immediately. I still write, but i dun post it up until i feel tat it's way past time and it's already history.
tonite i know a fren reads my blog. And sometimes i write abt him. So it juz makes me wonder wat if his frens read abt him on my blog.. will it get him into trouble? afterall, i really dunno who reads my blog... sometimes, i seriously wonder who reads my blog. does my blog affect anyone out there? will wat i write get someone else into trouble? will my frens mind tat i write abt them?
But i know, since i wanna write abt my stuff, i gotta be prepared tat a lot of pple will be reading... so everyone keep on smiling, coz i will keep on smiling and keep on writing! *wiNkz*
after the supper session with Anthony, i came home and went online.. looking at my own blog, i feel kinda weird. nowadays, i dun post my stuff up immediately. I still write, but i dun post it up until i feel tat it's way past time and it's already history.
tonite i know a fren reads my blog. And sometimes i write abt him. So it juz makes me wonder wat if his frens read abt him on my blog.. will it get him into trouble? afterall, i really dunno who reads my blog... sometimes, i seriously wonder who reads my blog. does my blog affect anyone out there? will wat i write get someone else into trouble? will my frens mind tat i write abt them?
But i know, since i wanna write abt my stuff, i gotta be prepared tat a lot of pple will be reading... so everyone keep on smiling, coz i will keep on smiling and keep on writing! *wiNkz*
Monday, July 04, 2005
Why do I feel like this?
it's times like this tat i feel lonely.. in my room, sitting in front of my computer, nothing much to do at home.. or rather, dun feel like doing anything at all. TV's on, programs are running on TV, but i'm not paying attention to it, coz i juz dun feel like doing anything. Not even chatting with frens. i tried reading my romance novel, but find it hard to concentrate.
my family's in the living room. i could join them. but i juz dun feel like it. maybe tat's why i go out with my frens everyday. from the time i wake up, till i come home exhausted and juz go to bed straight. Somehow I juz need the companionship of frens everyday. I need people ard me all the time. tat's why i go to school, hang out with frens, work and party till late. i juz cannot be left alone. loneliness always finds it way to crept on to me if i'm alone. And i can't stand loneliness....
i know my family and my frens care abt me, but sometimes, even though i know tat, i still feel alone. i dun understand why as well. i made the choice to stay home tonite coz i'm feeling physically tired and the last few days, i've been downing too much beer. it's not good for health, considering my state now. But i can't stop it. most times, i juz wanna be out there on the streets, and i dun really care with who and doing what. in SG, at nite, there's almost nothing to do except drinking. Since i want to be out, so i get my frens to go drinking with me.
tonite, i could be out. coz a fren did asked me out for dinner. But i din wanna go, coz i'm tired. Yet now, i feel so darn bored at home. sigh~
my family's in the living room. i could join them. but i juz dun feel like it. maybe tat's why i go out with my frens everyday. from the time i wake up, till i come home exhausted and juz go to bed straight. Somehow I juz need the companionship of frens everyday. I need people ard me all the time. tat's why i go to school, hang out with frens, work and party till late. i juz cannot be left alone. loneliness always finds it way to crept on to me if i'm alone. And i can't stand loneliness....
i know my family and my frens care abt me, but sometimes, even though i know tat, i still feel alone. i dun understand why as well. i made the choice to stay home tonite coz i'm feeling physically tired and the last few days, i've been downing too much beer. it's not good for health, considering my state now. But i can't stop it. most times, i juz wanna be out there on the streets, and i dun really care with who and doing what. in SG, at nite, there's almost nothing to do except drinking. Since i want to be out, so i get my frens to go drinking with me.
tonite, i could be out. coz a fren did asked me out for dinner. But i din wanna go, coz i'm tired. Yet now, i feel so darn bored at home. sigh~
Friday, July 01, 2005
From HK
i had to get frens to wake me up today @ 845am for the Carlsberg interview coz of last nite.. luckily Don offered to send me to the interview, else i'll sure be late! coz i overslept as usual..
the interview with Carlsberg went on quite well i think.. it's like seeing old frens again, coz the moment i walked in, the sales team there recognised me and the usual greetings was quite happy~ been some time since i see them... But they did raise the concern tat they wanna have taller girls this time round, so if i dun get the job, it'll be becoz they can't get anyone suitable to pair with me~ ie, another short girl to pair with me~ hahaha~ =P
After the interview, Don and I went to Wheelock Place's Sakae Sushi for lunch~ and we saw something quite amusing~ the sushi plates on the belt actually had an "accident" and all jammed up, ending up in a "crash" and toppled all over the counter~ they had to stop the belt to fixed it... I find it amusing really~ so i helped to space out the plates when it passes me. I know it's a little redundant, but i think i'm being HELPFUL~ LoL!
After lunch, we went to Borders to buy my organizer. I've been using this organizer by paperchase brought from Borders from last July.. Their organizer is specially catered for tertiary students i think, coz it starts in July 2004 and ends June 2005... I went to buy the 2005/2006 one. The colours remaining sucks. my 2004/2005 one was baby blue, this time round i had to get a striped one. Not very happy abt it, but i like the way the pages and stuff are organised inside the book, so i still brought one.
After tat, I went to the Changi Airport to pick up Adrian. A fren from HK coming here to see me. He's living at The Gallery Hotel. After checking in, i brought him to town to walk ard, drink coffee, meet my buddy and had dinner~
After dinner, i brought him to Boat Quay - Starlight coz iaN will be there. So i thot, it's a good idea to intro them both.. One more fren to help me keep Adrian entertained~ *griNz* I went over to Rav coz Don was there with his frens. Went over to say hello, and realised his frens are all crazy drinkers. But luckily they're drinking whiskey with green tea, so it's easier. His frens are very good at five-ten - a finger-guessing game... And so, some new frens made - Desmond, Francis and Adeline.
Ended the nite quite early, coz my mum keeps calling me. And at 2am, she got my dad to call~ hahaha... think tat's the final warning, and so i came straight home! so much for tonite. supposed to wake up for sunbathing with Adrian tmr morning.. I seriously doubt i can wake up. But i'll try my best~ *poof
the interview with Carlsberg went on quite well i think.. it's like seeing old frens again, coz the moment i walked in, the sales team there recognised me and the usual greetings was quite happy~ been some time since i see them... But they did raise the concern tat they wanna have taller girls this time round, so if i dun get the job, it'll be becoz they can't get anyone suitable to pair with me~ ie, another short girl to pair with me~ hahaha~ =P
After the interview, Don and I went to Wheelock Place's Sakae Sushi for lunch~ and we saw something quite amusing~ the sushi plates on the belt actually had an "accident" and all jammed up, ending up in a "crash" and toppled all over the counter~ they had to stop the belt to fixed it... I find it amusing really~ so i helped to space out the plates when it passes me. I know it's a little redundant, but i think i'm being HELPFUL~ LoL!
After lunch, we went to Borders to buy my organizer. I've been using this organizer by paperchase brought from Borders from last July.. Their organizer is specially catered for tertiary students i think, coz it starts in July 2004 and ends June 2005... I went to buy the 2005/2006 one. The colours remaining sucks. my 2004/2005 one was baby blue, this time round i had to get a striped one. Not very happy abt it, but i like the way the pages and stuff are organised inside the book, so i still brought one.
After tat, I went to the Changi Airport to pick up Adrian. A fren from HK coming here to see me. He's living at The Gallery Hotel. After checking in, i brought him to town to walk ard, drink coffee, meet my buddy and had dinner~
After dinner, i brought him to Boat Quay - Starlight coz iaN will be there. So i thot, it's a good idea to intro them both.. One more fren to help me keep Adrian entertained~ *griNz* I went over to Rav coz Don was there with his frens. Went over to say hello, and realised his frens are all crazy drinkers. But luckily they're drinking whiskey with green tea, so it's easier. His frens are very good at five-ten - a finger-guessing game... And so, some new frens made - Desmond, Francis and Adeline.
Ended the nite quite early, coz my mum keeps calling me. And at 2am, she got my dad to call~ hahaha... think tat's the final warning, and so i came straight home! so much for tonite. supposed to wake up for sunbathing with Adrian tmr morning.. I seriously doubt i can wake up. But i'll try my best~ *poof
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