OH GOSH~, where's the tagboard?

Tagboard temporarily down, coz sillyC and I wanna see who will take the "extra" effort to spam through blog entries comments... small experiment nia~

and so, the most active and quite friendly pple on my tagboard listed below: -
1) starLett (which is of coz myself)
2) sillyC (my best gf)
3) nobody (someone I realised is from WLNY)
4) bEcKs (someone always there, also visit WLNY)
5) channelle (a babe!)
6) lord (someone who finds my tagboard amusing and entertaining - which I totally agree with)
7) Tyler (who is very interested in cars~ drove a Toyota Starlet. single ‘T’ k, not like my nick~ )
8) Shingz (a few posts here and there, sounds like a philosopher)

and the not-so-friendly, childish, no-life pple whom follow my blog even though they dun seem to like me~ (I've got no idea, maybe they secretly wished they're me?! now that'll seriously be amusing~)
9) anonymous aka bloop (someone who said DW is one of the best lovers ard. I wonder how many did you tried to determine the best? I gave you the nick "bloop" since there are so many anonymous, plus I think the word sounds funny… LoL!)
10) anny (who seconded bloop's comment. So I also wonder how she knows?)
11) passerby (who followed my blog since 2 years ago, very aggressive individual. Maybe he/she is very suppressed in real life, so tat's why seem a little unstable 不平衡)
三位不知所谓， 无聊的小人!

And know wat, since this is my blog, so I can choose to delete their posts... lalalala~ *griNz*

oh ya~ another thing, DW sms-ed me and asked me not to write abt/discuss abt him in my blog wor~ and I told him, "I didn't, your lovers did..." happy? LOL!

Anyway, he thinks all these are childish~ my sentiments exactly...

My god-bro - Desmond

Bro, I know I've failed you, in a way... I'm sorry...

I do value our friendship a lot in my heart, but as you know, I run away from stuff a lot. I had some problems and I find it difficult to share with you then. Time dragged on and I feel even more guilty for "ignoring" you... Especially when you din do anything wrong to deserve it... Sorry!

When I finally had the courage to "face" you again, I finally replied your msg, but in a way, I'm still afraid to pick up your calls, coz I'm worried you'll scold me? I'm juz not good at handling tat... But I'm really happy to receive your sms after that. Happy to know that you still care, even though I'm being a jerk...

I'm glad to know you as a friend and I really missed the camaraderie that we once shared. And sincerely, I hoped that we still have tat even after what I've done... you know, ignoring you for no reason?

Bro, forgive me alright?

*not a very flattering pic* BUT really happy times...

Since you're so interested~

I shall give all my ex-bfs (whom matters to me) initials, so tat I know who all the anonymous pple are talking abt in my tagboard

EL - Spent last 2 yrs with EL, I went to Batam, Taiwan, Japan with him. We've a happy and comfortable life together. I thot we'll get married, have a nice house, have a few kids and live happily ever after. BUT it din work out. Maybe becoz I can never forgive and forget wat happened last Jan. Seems like a lifetime ago, but it'll forever be a scar.

DW - The one in my latest entry "Dedicated to you". We spent a short time together before, and I would like him to be happy now, in watever he does. It was like a storm then, intriguing, fast and dangerous, swept me off my feet, had a few tumbles and miraculously I survived, though there was a few bruises but I had no regrets.

YM - A guy who, from the bottom of my heart, changed my perspective of life. Held my hand when I was growin up and gave me lots of happiness as well as heartaches. I heard that he is happily married now. I hope they're happy as well! ;)

iaN - my best guy friend now, who will always be there for me. Will always help to drag me out of watever misery I am inflicting on myself. We knew each other since I was 15yr old, tat makes it a 10yr-old friendship.

And of coz, in between of all of them, there are quite a number of guys whom I've spent time with, either in the phase of trying to get to knw each other, or got together for a short time. Those who formed part of my memories for the last quarter of a century that I've spent my life, making me who I am today.

I also hope they're all happy. TO me, we all parted as friends, and so most of us are still friends till today, no matter watever happened in the past. Friends who still matters but in a very different way now.

So now, pls quote initials so I bloodly hell know who you're referring to... plus so many kaypo anonymous pple ard in my tagboard, leave a nick for goodness sake! -_-"

Dedicated to YOU

I believe if you read this, you will know who you are...

I decided to meet you becoz when I heard that you're going away, I feel sad and shocked and I din wanna regret not seeing you before you leave the country for a long long time... But come to think of it, it shouldn't be much difference since we haven't seen each other for close to 2 yrs right?

But NO, it's different, at least to me... I dunno how you think though. I cannot figure why you wanted to meet me after so long, and I will never ask you. So I will always wonder because I will never have a definite answer...

You've left such a deep impression in my life that I dun think I will ever forget you. Meeting up after so long did not seem like a good idea at first, after all that we're been though but the feeling when I first saw you standing in front of me in person, the joy and pleasure was really overwhelming... Honestly, it's not the feeling that I expected. I guessed you've always been in my heart...

When you sent me home, I was thinking, will I see you again? Not tat smart, am I? I never learn...

Those times when we chatted on MSN, I've always wonder how have you been? I had a lot of questions that I wanted to ask, but as always, I won't ask, I would rather you tell me if you want to... I always wonder whether we'll see each other ever again. As I told you, I never thot we'll ever meet again...

As always, since those good old days, I've always hope you've been happy and will always be happy... I will continue to miss you, in my own way! :)

African Violets

African violets, also known as Saintpaulias, are among the most well-known house plants in the world. Plants are attractive and grow in a variety of sizes and shapes, from miniature of a few inches high to trailing forms that drape from pots. The flowers of African violets are most appealing. Colours range from single shades of white, red, pink, blue, deep purple and wine to striking combinations. Foliage is lush and multi-shaped in various shades of green. African violets grow well in the temperate region but they also thrive well in the tropics provided the five basic needs, (ie. steady warmth, careful watering, good lighting, high air humidity and regular feeding) are taken care of. There should be no difficulty in producing several flushes of flowers each year.

Source: http://www.gardentech.com.sg/article_african_violets.asp


My new plant! *pic sucks coz taken with my lousy phone*

Rick juz gave me a pot of purple African Violet~ or rather we went to shop for it together because I wanted to buy a pot of SOMETHING to put in my office... Like a new toy!! I've bought beans as well as flowers (for myself) to brighten my personal space in office, but I realised they died off quite fast, say ard a week...

I hope a pot of plant should last a little longer if I take care of it! Hope I have green fingers and dun kill my plant ba~ LoL! So excited!! *griNz*