Merry Christmas~!

been quite some time tat i have not update my blog~ heh heh~ juz feeling lazy... SO TRICIA! always lazy.... actually, there isn't much to write abt... basically i'm feeling satisfied this festive season, but somehow dread the idea that year 2005 is gonna reach so soon... blink of eye, another year gone~ sigh!

I'm back in SG since Sunday nite, which is the 19th Dec. Overall my cousin's wedding went on smoothly, joyous event~ But i can't help feeling bored when i was in Malaysia for the 1st 2 days. Had to drive down to the small town's cybercafe to kill time, coz it's juz so freaking boring!! But the last day (Sunday) is fun! Managed to psycho my dad to drive me up to KL for SHOPPING... But then i had to drive back to SG at nite for him~ it's a fine exchange for me, as long as i get to shop~ muahAha... plus speeding through the North-South Highway at nite is EASY n AWESOME... the idea of stepping on the accelerator to hit a speed of 160kph just set my adrenaline pumping ;D

brought a lot of stuff - 2 jeans, 2 pants, 1 skirt, 1 pair of heels, 2 tops and 1 belt for only RM350! i think i'm like a bird there~ "cheap-ing" away... my dad can't stand me though. He thinks i'm wasting money. But hey, if i buy all these in SG, it's more money wasted k!!

Fav Shoe Brand in M'sia: Vincci Fav Jeans Brand in M'sia: Geb

After i came back from M'sia, it's back to work and meeting up my frens. This year, i din do any X'mas shopping. It's not laziness, just lose interest? Dun feel the magic of X'mas anymore... =(

Major Accomplishment: I cleaned up my room on Tuesday! muahahaha~! now i can see my table top~ hooray!! tat's how messy i am... ;P

Met up with Weifun on Tuesday nite. Had a great time hanging out coz i haven't seen her for quite some time... Was supposed to meet all the 4 gals, BUT the other 3 gals last min all cannot make it, coz tuesday happens to be Dong Zhi [冬至]. The festival to eat tangyuan [汤圆]. Hence they all cancelled last min coz they have to have dinner with their family, even though we make the appointment like 2 weeks back~ sigh! I miss them... BUT they're always too busy to meet up! naughty gals!! hmpff! one more time you all put me aeroplane, i dun friend you le la!!

Then Wed nite went to my cousin, Shalon's chalet. She's celebrating her 18th birthday which is on the 23rd. I went one day earlier to slack there. so happy for her~ finally all grown up and can go clubbing without hiding like mouse. LoLz! But the poor gal was sabotage so badly during the birthday itself~ other than the usual cake throwing, cream-on-the-face routine, one of her friends actually pour a whole container of syrup water with ice onto her! hilarious~ POOR GIRL!

My fren, Alex went down as invited and volunteered his photography skills which i think is so sweet actually... He din have to do it, but he did. Alex, i'm not bootlicking here k, i really think it's sweet of you plus the late nite supper session at Joo Chiat Bah Kut Teh store coz i wanna drink soup~ LoLz... Anyway, Alex is highly entertaining when he take photos. He keeping yakking nonsensical stuff~ Then he let me drove his car home when he send me home after the chalet... hmm, rephrase, he sent me home, but i was the one driving! Dun understand why my own dad refused to lend me his car when my fren can trust me with theirs!! MY DAD IS A MAJOR MCP~!! tat's why~ =X

X'mas eve was magical... Just magical~!

Merry Christmas everyone~!!

Going M'sia~!

gng to M'sia for my cousin's wedding now! will be gone till Sunday nite... hope it'll be fun! but from experience, it'll actually be quite boring... Lolz~

alright... mum's screaming for us to be ready now... gtg! will miss SG~ and will miss HIM! *sobsob*

till SUNDAY~! ;)

Desmond = The Kid...

heh heh... a pic of me with my god-bro, Desmond Chien! It's his graduation from police academy~ and i'm glad tat he invited me along~ proud to see him recite the pledge on stage... suddenly all grown-up and i see him in a different light~ looking back, it's been almost 8yrs now... forever my beloved bro!

love ya, bro~!

Desmond and Me

More Pics~!

juz reached home, can't sleep... lazy to write, but still wanna update... so upload some more pics~ keke

few more pics from Ubin trip, this is from Paris's camera!

Paris & Me	Marie, Paris, Me & Pris
Marie & Me

Zouk outing with the frens from Ubin production on Sat~

Me in Paris's spec! i think i look like a teacher~ haha!	Me & Paris~ he's half-drunk already...
Me & Shawn with Paris at the back...	Me & Shawn... i kinda hate my hair leh~ how??

only took a few photos at Zouk, coz the bouncer keep warning us tat we have to keep the camera whenever we take a snap~ haha... actually i'm kinda surprised at our friendship. afterall, we're only working together for such short period... hope we'll hang out more often! :)

Boosting my own EGO!

You Are Fun Sexy You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! What Kind of Sexy Are You?

haha~ doing another quiz again... boosting my own ego~ but it's nice to read the results... muahahaha~! =D

Partying is Boring?

Went to Zouk last nite with a bunch of frens i know from the Pulau Ubin production tat i took part in. enjoyed their company, but it's wasn't exactly really fun. i think i've lost interest in partying? Or is it the place and the music? somehow i feel tat it's noisy, pointless and empty... halfway through the nite, i stopped drinking, coz i juz dun feel like it. and juz sat there to look ard, people-watching~

been trying to find a way to release my boredom and partying's always been the choice if i dun feel like being alone, with loneiness creeping in and all~ coz it juz makes a person physically so tired by the end of the nite tat you can't think much anyway... But somehow, it doesn't work tat way anymore for me~ i rather spend time alone with frens, watch a movie, talk and then go home early and rest... suffering from burnout? haha... i'm juz tired of spending my life this way? humans are juz funny creatures... =)

Shawn was a sport last nite, he was "harassed" by a SEXY, GORGEOUS, GRACEFUL, GAY dancer from The Phillippines... tat guy is all over Shawn~ muahaha... it was juz so funny, the way he teased Shawn when he was dancing~ But Shawn juz played along... interesting eh~ if only we managed to take some photos... ;P

And a gay asked me for my number last nite. I got nothing against gays, coz i have gay frens myself... but i still dun understand why he wants to have my number~ last nite at Zouk, the place we were sitting, we're surrounded by them, openly smooching each other. blame on me being old-fashion or something, but i seriously cannot accept tat... =(

Anyway, i trust Pris to send me the photos we took and then I can upload! =)    alrighty, gng to work now~ running late (again!)

Girl-Next-Door? Am I?

You Are the Girl Next Door! You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry. Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love. But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it! You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life. What Kind of Girl Are You?

I think the results so corny~ this almost can't be me... accurancy level 50%? LoLz

Selfless Love

A fren gave me this URL today -

http://www.vmaxxum.com/download/kiss_biag_video-kissEchoswirlCom.asf

The song for this video is the Korean version of the song i'm currently playing - Mei You Ni De Mei Yi Tian

A very romantic and nice video! very touching... Seen this quite some time back with someone impt at tat time, brought back some memories too~ been 2 yrs now? i hope YM's doing fine... =)

Happy Birthday Alan!

To find yourself jilted is a blow to your pride. Do your best to forget it and
if you don't succeed, at least pretend to.
       -- Moliere


"If you aren't good at loving yourself, you will have a difficult time loving anyone, since you'll resent the time and energy you give another person that you aren't even giving to yourself."
       --Barbara de Angelis


Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.
       -- Michael Masser and Linda Creed


Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself and know that everything in this life has a purpose.
       -- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross


Live in the sunshine, swim the sea, drink the wild air…
       -- Ralph Waldo Emerson


The quotes above summarized how i've been feeling recently... anyway, i collect quotes~ =)

Finally, i chose to give myself a break, well-deserved one i would think... I won't be working from Thurs to Sat... 3 full days of rest! Hooray~ tat is if i dun lined it up with activities to meet my frens~ coz i've been neglecting most of them becoz i've been so busy WORKING... =P

Happy Birthday Alan~! my beloved brother is 21-yr-old today!! finally the kid is growing up! and tat means i'm turning 23 soon~??

Lip Disco

juz came back from work at Lip Disco. decided tat it'll be my 1st and LAST day working there~ tat place juz dun suit me! I HATE IT THERE~!!! music sucks plus the waitresses there are all fighting for commission. I really dun like to work in such a competitive environment~ =(

thks Ernest for being there the whole nite juz to accompany me~ I appreciate it! coz i really feel very uncomfortable there... it's at Geylang, the moment i walk out of the pub, i feel SICK~! coz everyone is staring~ wat's wrong with those idiots!?!? luckily Ernest is there... thks for sending me safely home~ =)

NEVER AGAIN~!!!

Pulau Ubin Adventure

TIME TO UPDATE AGAIN! to tell on my 5-days adventure in Pulau Ubin~!

i was there for 5 days~ as wardrobe assistant for a short film production under Extreme Productions, for a short film titled "Moving God"~ sounds fun eh? IT IS FUN~!!! a brand new experience for me~ i swear to try all new things if i have the chance, and this is NEW and FRESH~! ;)

basically my main job is to make sure that the talents are wearing the correct clothes for each scene... sounds easy~ but i got to iron all the clothes as well~ like maid? haha... met some interesting talents -> Teo Kiat Sing, Paerin Choa, Majorie and Johnny! Majorie is 85-yr-old and she taught me loads of stuff abt life and skincare~ =P

the stay there is basically comfortable coz i was staying at the Ubin resort~ but it's VERY VERY TIRING! coz every morning have to wake up at 7am and the shoot last till past midnight~ =( plus staying under the sun is energy-zapping~ so i was feeling really exhausted. got sick on wed, think it's food poisoning coz i puke and had diarrhoea... there's lots of HUGE mosquitos, bugs and sand flies~ i was whining away by the last day and abt to throw tantrums coz the time seems to drag by more slowly on the last day~ not as easy as i thot, but overall it's still fun~

I think i'm at my most un-glam look when i was there~ in my specs, cap and got so tan! plus the snoring when i sleep and such~ BUT nobody's complaining, except me i guessed... hahahaha~ ever so vain~

the whole crew is quite young, average age of mid-twenties... got to know a few new frens --> Priscilla, Evelyn, Marie, Shawn, Alvin and Paris (he's a guy!) They are ssooo interesting and funny~ Priscilla laughs like a witch, Paris has the most bites on his legs, Shawn has the biggest ego, Marie is the most helpful, Alvin is the always-brooding-yet-charming guy and Evelyn is the most amazing coz she puts on makeup everyday there~ all ard the same age, so we clicked~ i like all of them!

Priscilla n Me	Priscilla n Me AGAIN~! can see how vain we are?
Xavier, Priscilla, Me n Alvin	Xavier, Alvin, Me and Priscilla... We got nothing to do, so... take pics!
Makeup for Majorie + me being extra	Majorie is the Queen here! 85-yr-old and yet so youthful!
The prettiest of the whole crew there~ Evelyn, Priscilla, Me and Marie. We're the only 4 gals there... =P	Xavier n Me... he's burnt, look @ his peeling skin AND i'm tired, look @ my eyebags!
Marie, Paris, Me n Priscilla... Paris is a GUY~!

after sorting out all the pics, i realised i didn't take a pic with Shawn... i think all of us didn't take a pic with him! coz he's busy~ not becoz we're dao k~

got home on Friday nite ard 12.30am. Thks Ernest for driving me out for supper coz i skipped dinner. was so freaking tired that i fell asleep the moment i reached home and slept till 5pm on Sat~! and i'm so sorry to bail out last min on Mexz and Benson for sat nite's outing, coz i fell asleep at 9pm again... and sleep till Sun 12pm~ like pig eh~ i'm juz tired...

went to work at X-Sq today... quite pissed coz they pair me with Vincent, a newbie today... lots of mistakes and got a headache coz i can't hear myself~! i lost my voice. =( been coughing too much i guessed...

Everything will be better tmr~!